So here it is... AHEM!
Well, I've always known there wasn't anything ordinary about me. My life swarms with significance but I'm having a serious "psychic's block"--I guess you could call it.
It all started when I was a little girl, maybe around the age 5. I was always an insomniac, always up all hours of the night and I'm still the same way to this day. Anyways, one night I looked out my window. I saw 3 ghosts. Two of them were tossing a hat back and forth and the third one was trying to get it back, it belonged to him. Saying "Awe, come on guys. Just give it back." They wouldn't give it back and the third ghost was very sad. I began to cry and feel sorry for him. I felt like I was him, I felt his sadness and pain. My family and such told I had a very big imagination and never really said much else. I didn't think much of it. I figured it was either a dream or I was so exhausted that I imagined it.
My dad passed away when I was 2. My aunt (dad's sister) recently told me that I told her strange things when I was around the age of 4. I told her, so she said, that my dad would come visit me in the yard at night. And each time I visited my aunt, I updated her on what we talked about.
Now I have bizarre dreams every night and deja vu a handful of times a day. (I had deja vu 3 times during the process of setting up this account. Just saying) And let me just say, I am SO SICK of picking up on other people's energies. Where ever there are crowds, I cannot be. Malls, concerts, traffic, I go ballistic. Its putting a dent in my musical social life.
I just found this website looking for answers on google. I need help understanding these odd things going on. It's starting to control me more than I can control myself. I have many many other experiences and stories to tell about my certain situation, anyone who thinks they can help, Please... Just please. I'd really like to have peace and balance for once.