I am relatively young and i'm not really sure what is going on with me, but I have had some psychic things happen to me. I can't even start to explain the type of things that have happened to me. I come from a christian family, so we believe in angels, but many people still do not believe in ghosts. I have been having crazy things happen like having a very strong intuition, extreme amounts of deja vu, but I still don't know if that would be considered psychic, that was until the thing that happened tonight. It made me think that what I was feeling wasn't normal and I hope someone can answer my questions cause this is a pretty serious topic
The thing that I want to talk about is the thing that happened to me a few minutes ago. I was listening to music, when I thought of my grandma. All of a sudden, I had this overwhelming feeling of sadness. I just felt like my world had stopped and my heart was broken. I immediately started bursting into tears. It was like for those seconds I hit the worst depression of my entire life. Now, my grandma has always gone though medical problems. She has had countless number of surgeries for over 50 years. Recently she has been getting very bad where they are not expecting her to live another year. So when I heard felt this, I knew that something was wrong. I live on the other side of the city and she is supposedly sleeping right now cause it is late, so I can't call her. I feel like she either has something very wrong with her, or she has died. My question is, has this happened to anyone before, and is this a sign that something is wrong with her? If so, should I get help / take her to the hospital? Thanks!
The second was literally 3 weeks ago and I am a real strong person, and have lost several loved ones including my mother, however, this is by far, the most difficult thing I have ever had to deal with. So, it was a Friday eve and as usual I sat down with a glass of wine, then nothing else that evening was usual, or normal for me... I literally just slumped to my knees on the floor with the most overwhelming sense of sadness, lostness, emptyness and the sorrow, so much sorrow. I am not a random crier, especially when there's nothing for me to get upset over, but I just cried, and cried. It was a deep dark feeling, which wasn't my own! I contacted my brother on messenger (as we have been spiritually connected to each other before) and one of the messages I had sent him blew me away when I'd read it back the following day. Saying how I didn't want to be here anymore and how my life is s**t and how I've never felt so low etc... It was as if someone else had got into my head and it was their feelings, NOT MINE! So I just rode the evening out with the bottle of wine and went to bed, crying.
The following day I received a phone call from my ex husband which has changed my life forever. He asked me to contact our son as he should be told the unbareable news that one of his elder brothers (& was my stepson) had been found in a park during the night and had committed suicide.
Yes I'm an over thinker. But I know this and many more of my past experiences are not coincidence. I just find it hard to find answers to things that probably we have to accept for what they are... 😢 😢 😢 anyone else who can relate to this I'd like very much to hear from you... Thank you