Putting this here, because, I need help.
Alright, so a couple people kind of know this already but I wanted to see if anyone could even remotely, a. Tell me what it is. Or b. Can provide information if there's others. So, before we start, I'm going to say that only 4 people in the history, well 5, know about this. 1. My father. 2. My Grandpa, the one I live with. 3, 4 & 5 are friends and fellow witches.
I can basically feel death. Now before you guys go thinking I'm crazy, I have actual proof. I didn't know people were going to die, it's not like they were taken off life support or anything. The first death I experienced was my Grandpa's. My dad's dad, not my mom's which is still alive. He died when I was 13. He had a humongous hernia, and fell directly onto it. I think you can imagine what happened next. He was expected to recover, but rapidally went down hill. My chest got tight, to the point where I felt like my chest was collapsing and my heart was stopping. There's no words to describe how painful it is. Then, it stopped. My grandpa got the call and told us. But, I already knew.
The second and third happened the next year. My bestfriends lived in Britain, Red and Ben. I live in America, and we had weekly video chats. So they were who they said they were guys. They both died in a car accident, a couple weeks after another. Red's sister and Ben's cousin, Paige, told me, but like my grandpa, the pain was there, and I already knew. I denied knowing it. Tried to live in gentle bliss.
October 28th, 2018, around 2-4am, my aunt [Mom's baby sister,] killed herself. That morning around 1-2am I had woken up with that sharp pain, and wanted to tell my mom to call everyone. However, my parents aren't kind, and I went back to sleep and awoke to my mom screaming.
I have no clue what this is, and I've tried looking into it but NOTHING comes up. Absolutely nothing, and it freaks me out because I don't want to be alone in this...
I am a minor and a witch. I have two deities, Hades & Zeus. I've asked people before, but they come up blank, only saying that it could be Banshee blood or obviously psychic.
I can feel and sense Spirits, then on top of that, I can half see spirits. It happens when I have locked onto their energy and through that, If I focus enough, I can see them.
If any witches or ANYONE can explain to me what's going on, it would be greatly appreciated. Thank you all so much! Blessed be!