Where to begin, well I have a lot of random things that I can do, most are not consist but some are. I feel people's emotions alive/dead. I can hear things like mumbling or talking very low, sometimes hear music that's not playing also I hear my name a lot but no one is around, sometimes I joke around about things happening and they actually happen. I'll get a feeling and then I used to say "oh my god imagine if this. Happened and then it would happen. I can see little orbs of light different colors though this happens randomly. Recently I've been trying to learn to see auras and I saw like a rich deep purple off a car driving the opposite direction from me (thought that was really cool). I know when someone is pregnant or bout to be and if its a boy or a girl. I usually dream that I'm pregnant and if it's a boy or a girl. I thinks really weird and so do my friends they think that I'm just guessing. But it happens ALOT. Ill get into dreams in a different post) I sometimes feel a presence and know if it's a man or a woman, if they are tall or short and how they feel. I can almost pick up "vibes" off people bad/good.
When I was younger I used to live in an apartment and in that apartment a older lady died at the time I didn't know this. A lot of weird started happening it one night I was sleeping and out of now where I woke up and looking at my closet and saw a figure shaped like a women and she was dressed in all white grown I got scared and hidden under the covers I wasn't of her more scared of seeing something that wasn't really there. When we moved in my current home I always felt like I was being watched, I knew it was a tall man and he was really angry. Don't know how I knew I just did but I was always scared to being alone. I would hear foot steps and voices. But my mom said it was just my imagination and that I was crazy. So I just tried to ignore it.
The past few years I've been trying to figure out what the hell it wrong with me. Two years ago I moved in with my aunt (she moved to the apt I lived in when I was younger) to help her out. She was telling me all things weird like something evil around my uncle and his family. Every night I had a feeling of being watched, one night I couldn't sleep I had my back towards my aunt and I was looking towards the end of the bed and closet. I started to "see" an image of a figure in the shape of the "devil" it had horns on it and every time I looked in that direction I would feel a very strong feeling of evil or being scared. I turned around facing my aunt and I had this urge to look towards the end of the bed when I did I felt an evil presence there when I closed my eyes I saw the image of almost a cartoon version of the devil dancing and laughing like mocking me that's when I got really scared so I hidden under the covers and got closer to my aunt but the feeling of being watched got stronger to the point where I felt like I was suffocating. I couldn't take it so I woke up my aunt and as soon as she woke up the feeling when away. She was so freaked out she called her spiritual advisor and he said that I picked up all the evil energy coming off my uncle (this was very weird because he wasn't living in the apartment at the time). He also said that there is a older lady attached to me and my sister. I can smell her sometimes it's really weird.
When I moved back home I started to research all this. And now I think my abilities are getting stronger, I feel there are two people in my house one is a the very angry man (I think he's dead) he comes and goes but I know when he's around because I also get angry but I know it's not me, and I think its because of my overactive imagination I can see him sometimes. There's also a older lady I can't see her but I know when she's around because I get really sad and depressed. I know it's not me but sometimes I can't tell it apart from mines. I can also pick up how people are feeling, like I feel what they feel. Thats why I don't really like to be around ALOT of people. One night my mom asked my to sleep with her when my dad was away. The next day I told her I could never sleep in her room because I felt nauseous and very crowded like there was a lot of people talking around her bed. When I closed my eyes I could see the shadows. She said she felt something weird and that she wanted me to see if I picked up anything. And I did she now believes me and said that I have a gift but I feel like I'm crazy or that it's just in my head.
I know this is VERY long, these are just some of the stories and abilities that I think I have. What am I And if I really do have these abilities how can I make them stronger. HELP PLEASE