I'm not sure how to begin this. The precognition, medium and other types of supernatural abilities run in my family. My sister can see dead relatives, but, blocks it out. She wants nothing to do with it. My mother and grandmother have precognition dreams. My father is sometimes woken up by his dead father. And I, can hear and (more strangely) feel a dead relative around me. My wife's grandmother recently died. During the funeral service, she spoke to me because people were crying. She had me give messages to a few members of her family and then she either left or I couldn't keep the connection going. I shake like a leaf in the wind while this happens. The now deceased grandmother's husband died suddenly of a heart attack a few years ago and he literally haunted me incessantly until I relayed his messages to his family. I have felt the presence of my grandfather and grandmother many times. There are also bad things out there. Angry, awful things. I have blocked them out whenever they have assaulted my mind. But, they are frightening. I invoke the protection of God and my mother gave me a cross to carry at all times.
My now wife once interrupted a band (music) practice, because a vision of her and the idea of murder pounded in my head momentarily. I stopped the practice called her up and she was crying on the other end of the phone because she was convinced that something terrible had happened to me. I felt her anguish before the call.
Finally, when I was 18, I suddenly felt completely alone while driving. I never considered that I wasn't until that moment. As I was driving, I passed by the exit for my parent's house, and felt like I was being led to a forest. I drove to an exit from the highway in NJ, exited, drove down a road and stopped. I then was suddenly VERY scared. I turned the car around and quickly left that place. I have no idea what that was about. A crazy imagination?
My questions are; 1) Am I a medium? 2) Am I some type of portal or vessel? 3) Who or what are the bad things that try to haunt me? 4) How do I control and my abilities, whatever they are? 5) How do I protect those around me (family) since the bad things tried to contact my wife on at least one occasion and she has no abilities like I do? 6) How do I go about finding someone that could "read" me and maybe guide me because I feel there are strong and dangerous forces in and around me.