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Is My Soul All Me?


I'd ask someone face to face about this, but they would probably ship me off somewhere. Firstly, I'm 17. I'm really scared, and yet very calm at the same time.

Okay, I'm not sure where to start. Well, I don't think my soul, is entirely me. Crazy, right? It feels too strong to belong to me. When I think about it, I feel this burning energy in my back, it's located about six inches down from the base of my neck. The energy reaches out to the front of my body. It kind of feels like something has reached through my torso using a burning hot fire poker. It's like a fever, but in my back and chest. I know I'm not sick, for this has been going on for months. It's more prominent now, and I don't know why.

When I really concentrate on this burning energy, it feels like my skin is being ripped apart at that spot on my back, but it's painless. It's just uncomfortable. I did research, and came across some girls who were obviously a little off their heads, claiming they could fly, teleport, etc, because they were angels. They claimed that the burning on the back, is wings trying to grow or whatever. I'm not heavily religious, but I'm pretty sure that the bible doesn't mention angels having wings, correct me if I'm wrong. I also apologize if I'm wrong. Yeah, sure, this angel theory sounds crazy, but at this point I'd believe anything. I just want answers.

One other thing, I know when something's going to happen before it does. Only sometimes. It doesn't happen often, but when it does, I get this feeling of being excited that I was right. The first time I actually thought about it as weird, is when I got off the bus and started walking up my driveway to home. Living in the country, my family has a woodstove. So, we have wagon that we fill with wood from the wood pile, and we bring it up to the deck and empty it there. It stays on the deck when we're not using it. But anyways, I walked onto the deck, and looked at the wagon. It was were it usually is. A voice that wasn't mine said "There's no more wood inside," except it was in my head. Not said out loud. I walked inside, and my stepdad told me to go get more wood. I looked beside the woodstove, and sure enough there was no more wood.

This happens often now, and I don't know why. Am I able to tell the future? Even if it's only seconds ahead? And my soul, is it all me? Or am I just losing my mind? IS my soul actually part of something bigger than me?

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darkassassin92 (1 stories) (215 posts)
11 years ago (2013-08-14)
Kinda off topic I think we have a soul that is immortal not so sure yet. But others when they had near death they did not see or hear anything. So I am beginning to wonder if the soul is flesh and blood and maybe we do not have a soul. What do you think?
johogirl95 (1 stories) (1 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-24)
Thank you all for your input, I'm just really glad none of you think I'm crazy.
I'll definitely try all of the suggestions, anything to get rid of the burning.
Anaelyssa (1 stories) (135 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-22)
The location of your burning energy makes me think of the heart chakra. Chakras are generally described as a double funnel; starting from the spine, one opens to the back and the other to the front. That's why it reaches both back and front.

There are a couple courses of action that you could try to see what works for you. Firstly, you could do some all-chakra exercises to open and close all of them in turn. You could also try working solely with the heart chakra since it's bothering you. For example you could vibrate the mantra associated with it. You could also try to see if you can move the energy or spread it around to other chakras. (There should be plenty of exercises online.)

I think reading up on Kundalini yoga might help.
AlexRowland41113 (5 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-18)
It's so funny I stumbled across this today. My best friend was experiencing the same thing, but she's passed recently, so the timing of finding this is humorous to me.

In regards to your experience:

First off, if you're here... You're human. I've come across this many times "in the field" when doing research and communicating with youth about their psychic experiences. You don't need me to tell you that they keep things real strict when it comes to communication with humans, we're all pawns in a game and no one wants cheaters. Now, don't misinterpret what I'm saying with that statement, there ARE exceptions, but they're few and far in-between, and they keep their heads down--not post on websites, flaunting themselves. They usually know who they are and they don't let everyone else know about it.

One thing you need to establish now is if they are trying to help or harm you, in my experiences I've seen "beings" of other kingdoms/realms/whatever attempt to manipulate humans through touch and communication. Manipulation is not necessarily to bend humans to their will, but they can attempt to manipulate parts of the body, creating sensations and "branding" their humans.

Most often times you're just being poked by things that are just curious about your energy. This can be curbed by using shields. I'm assuming that this happens more and more often, since you're seeking out assistance. You're around the age I've observed that typically begins to have serious complaints about their energy and their experiences with the beings of the other kingdoms. My best friend had the same problem, they just kept coming in mass numbers.

(This is under the assumption you get the same feeling every time, it's hard to give exact advice unless there are thorough questions being asked.) One thing that needs to be identified is the type of being that is causing this, because if you're hearing voices and feeling like your skin is being ripped apart--it's someone affecting you. You have to identify this being's intentions and who exactly he/she reports to. We are at war, and you don't want to be identified with the wrong team. From reading, I would assume it's not necessarily something nice--especially if it's giving you uncomfortable sensations. The human body is programmed to know good from evil, you just know what's out to cause you harm, this is a good example. Your body is reacting negatively to negative energy.

I'm going to offer the advise that I tell to all of those who have come to me in the past. Shielding is your friend. You have to block them out of your body and mind, or they will feel like they can do with you what they will. I can't emphasize how dangerous it is to partake an active role in the experience. I'm sure others could argue that anything is dangerous, but none is more dangerous than interacting with the wrong people--of our world or theirs. I know what has come to mind for many people, you get the sensations--the excitement of these new experiences, and you don't want to stop because it's an alien experience. But once you start responding to them, they know for sure that you are aware of their presence, and this invites the good, the bad, and the ugly. You ignore them, they go away, but once you've acknowledged them, they are with you for life. You'll always feel them, you'll always know they're there, and they will make themselves known.


I'm dealing with your post about being able to see the future as an entirely different matter. The ability to see the future has been a stepping stone ability for members of my group. Though with many it isn't the strongest ability, it is the first one that they've had, this is contributed to the human's ability to see future events subconsciously. All people can do it, it just takes a special kind of person to notice and build on that gift.

Is it the ability to see the future? Yes and no, from what I'm reading. You see events before they happen, though it is limited. Limited or not, it's still a type of psychic ability. Now, the voice that wasn't your own, that is not knowing the future, instead that is the ability to speak to either: A) a spirit guide or B) a being from the another kingdom.

To finish, your soul is yours. You just need to shield and protect yourself so that your soul doesn't get tainted by those that wish to do you harm. You're not losing you mind... You're not crazy... You don't think to much... Been there--done that. You're not crazy. You'd be crazy if you believed everything you read on the internet, which you calling the "angel girls" out of their mind tells me that you don't believe everything you read. Stop referring to it as your soul not being your own, too. You don't show the true signs of sharing a soul based on what I've read. Your soul is yours, no one can take it from you unless you give it away or sell it--which is hard to do because most of them don't really need souls. They'll more than likely try to recruit you to some cause, or pitch this grand idea to you about how one side is worse than the other, how someone is wrongfully persecuting another... Their "causes" have no boundaries and no ends.
bshetok (guest)
11 years ago (2013-02-17)
Yes, there is referance in the Bible to at least some kinds of angels having wings. But this seems unlikely to be the case with you. The most pragmatic advice I can give re. The experiances, is to 1. Relax, 2. Wait and see. If you think about it, there is no rush in coming to a conclusion. And knowledge that we have today, will be expanded upon tomorrow- (hopefully:). 3. If you are afraid, just remember, you can always pray-just try talking to God from your heart.
Ellie567 (1 stories) (6 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-17)
Forgot to add that Khaos has a point. When the feeling was super intense I ended up researching 'Kundalini awakening' and sevral sharman sites about soul connections/soul loss and genrally gathered as much information (that seemed plausable) on the soul and the spirit. In regards to your question about is your soul connected to something bigger than you, well only you can decide that. However my personal belief is that although we are each individuals and we each have a purpose to furfill, we are also all connected and affect each others lives with every action/decision we make 😊 personally I think that we are all part of something bigger. Maybe our souls feel the need to remind us of this at times when subconsiously we realise we need reassurance, guidence, forget who we are or need to feel connected to something bigger thsn ourselves? Who knows? Maybe your soul is trying to reach out to you and tell you something. 😊 Hope you find the answers your looking for
Ellie567 (1 stories) (6 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-17)
I can tatally relate to this question! I feel like this a lot too, although last year is was extreamly prominent and felt exactly like your describing in the exact same place. I felt that my soul was acheing/burning/wanting to jump out. I felt like it was too strong to contain in my body. I thought I was going crazy at first and this lasted for a full year and has gradually died down although I still have the feeling the intensity has decreased. Now if I shift my attention to my back (especially when relaxing during meditation) I feel as if I'm missing a limb of some sort. I'm not saying I have wings, because I don't know if that's even possible + I doubt I'd be up to the job 😆

Actually I'm pretty sure the normal angles in the bible don't have wings and it's only the cherbium ect that have them so it's probable that humans won't have them either, unless they were once somesort of angelic force that was chose to incarnate as a human (is that possible)? Or maybe wings are symbols of somesort and are used to mark ranks/jobs? (Example: green wings could symbolise healing ability)

I'm not 100% sure though, just thought I'd put across some ideas.
lightworkerhealer (1 stories) (56 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-16)
The voice in your head maybe of your higher self, guardian angel, archangel or God. It seems that you are a clairaudient. Hope it helps. ❤
Khaos (2 posts)
11 years ago (2013-02-16)
Just a couple of minutes ago I was reading a book that mentioned a 'kundalini awakening' which sounds a bit like what you describe with the burning sensation in the back. I have no idea what it's really about though, so maybe google it.

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