I have always told my friends that my mind is trapped but they never understand what I mean and neither do I. I keep having this feeling that my mind is locked up in a box screaming out loud to be let out.
I don't remember any memories from past lives but, I feel extraordinary like I have some powers or talents yet to be reached, I feel different and I sometimes think I am loosing my mind while I keep acting like everything is okay.
Sometimes I talk to me in the mirror thinking it will reply to all I say but, nothing happens.
Now, I dream of been pursued. The fear from my dreams get to me in reality but I can't tell anyone because they would think I do not know what I am saying. I fear if I don't free my soul I might lose myself in the process.
I feel like I am going crazy. How do I live with my soul so far away from my body?
I don't get the vibe to live. I am tired of been strong without my mind. I am tired of pretending to be normal because I don't think I am.
I also have constant headaches, actually thought I needed a brain surgery sometime back.
I got depressed, I'm getting over it though but I don't know how long I can actually hold myself as a piece anymore. I am just a young girl facing all these problems, carrying this burden all on my own, I am tired of fighting but I still try to hold on to pieces of myself because of my loved ones.
I am scared of me, I feel I might not be able to control myself anymore, I am scared I will hurt myself.
It's getting hard to define my personality. I just always feel I should be alone in my bed away from people. I can't continue living with a trapped soul.