I honestly don't know what to think, but this is my last call. I am so tired of feeling something other people don't feel. It leads to a quite a lot of misunderstanding between me and my family, my friends.
The thing is that every time I go out of the house, I don't know how to protect myself from the energies I feel. For example, I live in an old city, and I study on one of the oldest streets in the city. And I FEEL this place. Actually, old places are the hardest for me. And new, modern places give me a lot of power.
I'm getting my masters at a very old building, and before that I had studied there for 4 years for my bachelors degree. I FEEL this place. I don't know how to explain it. It kind of sucks all the energy out of me, and I can't pay attention to classes, friends, anything else.
Then I come home, and I can't talk to anyone, because I'm energetically exhausted. Thank God I live alone now, but when I lived with my parents it was horrific. They are the best parents I know, but I just couldn't explain what I feel to them.
You would think that it's probably a bad period in my life and I need a rest. Well, I have had some stressful moments, truth be told. But the same thing I felt when I was a kid. I remember I couldn't get rid of an energy of a place for two days, and it was driving me insane, and I couldn't explain why I was feeling so bad. The only thing that saved me that day was my friend... She distracted me, and I finally felt better again.
Do I have other psychic abilities? Yes, I do. They are not very strong, but very stable. But I don't want to talk about them now, because the main problem is that I don't know what it is and how to live with that in such a big city I live in. Any similar experiences?