This is a true experience and I am posting to get more insight from peers. I met him 5 years ago, however, before I met him, I had known his name for years and could never understand why. It's almost like every time I heard his name, some weird or strong feeling would come over me. I met him my freshman year of college. The first time I laid eyes on him there was an immediate pull. Funny thing is, he told me his name the first day we met but I was so focused on the feelings that I was just experiencing, that I didn't even hear him. When we met it was pull that I cannot even explain, it was almost like I knew him before I met him. We were introduced through a mutual friend. Days went by before we spoke to one another again. Whenever I would see him around campus I could never stop staring at him. Ever. It was a pull that I could not get rid of. One day while having lunch with friends I could not take it anymore. I had to speak to him again. That day, we said ke and exchanged numbers. Days passed before he contacted me. When he finally did and he told me his name it frightened me. It frightened me me beacause it was at that moment that I realized why I had loved his name so much. Our first time hanging out, it seemed like we had known one another forever. My dorm roommate literally asked me if I had known him before that day because of how familiar we were with one another. We dated for 3 years before getting married. We have shared good times and bad times. I remember telling him that he would own a specific business one day back in 2013, and today he owns that EXACT business. We are now pending a divorce. He does not want to be married to me anymore, but it is so hard for me to accept that it is over because I truly believe that we were meant to be together.
Forgot to mention earlier that I got his name tattooed on me on one side of my body (not knowing the meaning of his name at the time)... I had already had a tattoo on the other side of my body in the exact same location that means the same as his name. I didn't realize this until after getting the tattoo of his name on my body. None of this is a coincidence. Could someone give me insight on this situation, please?