This is basically a story about how everything started with the "Rose Quartz Dream". So, a while ago, I went to the U.N with my classmates and this boy who I've never really looked at, never really thought anything of, touched my hand by an accident and as soon as we touched, this incredible surge of energy went up my arm and it was only for a second but it left an after feeling. I guess the only way to explain it is like an after taste. I could kind of FEEL it still, just on a different level. I know he felt it too. He looked back at me and we both jerked our hands away. I just turned my head away from him and on the ride back to the hotel with the class, I could still feel the energy and it did not go away until I fell asleep.
Ever since, it has been bothering me. What did it mean? What did the tingly vibrations mean? I still get them but now it's stronger. I feel it when I stand next to him or close to him. I even feel the tiniest of vibrations when I think of him. I call it "The Spark" because, as I described in the "Rose Quartz Dream" it was a wet, cold weird thing that I hated. I never wanted him even near me. Now though, it's a Spark. It's different now for some reason but it's warm and tingly but I can't get the question out of my head, what does The Spark mean? I've gone over it in my head just about a hundred times and I can't find the answer because it doesn't make sense. I've spent my life with this boy and we have hardly ever even talked and when we have it has been him asking me a question and me answering with a "Mhm." Or "yeah." And then walking away. I never really mean to blow him off its just when I get nervous around people, I deal with it by walking away and collecting myself and he definitely has a power presence that over powers mine. So, after years of being with him? Why am I feeling this now? What does The Spark mean?