I have been growing up over the past two decades (am turning 21 in a few days) and It's been rough adjusting to life and dealing with the problems that everyone has and the ones that everyone makes however recently my dreams and my waking life have started to bend into each other and I can recall my dreams while awake and plan my dreams before I sleep. This power I discovered has led me into a deep trench and unlocked a whole mess of spirituality that lies ahead of the whole population of earth. These dreams and daydreams have given me intuitive spurts of light and information about my future, and for the most part the future of the human race.
To get to the point I am seeing the future of our lives that exists in the next few thousand years, it concerns our mind, our physical bodies, our spirits, and our souls, and the mysterious connections that are in between them all. What I can see is a lot of metaphysical spirits and what actually, I personally believe, are Godlike Deities that are from the future and using their minds to bridge a connection in time to our present and talk with us, or guide us in a sense, into a better future, one that contains a better universe and is more positive than the one that we are currently (patterns that lie within us) ahead of us.
Long story short these visions are sexually driven and for lack of a better term absolutely horrifying. I can see a lot of people very hurt and confused and not sure why what happened to them had happened. I'm using my abilities that I have here in the present to guide myself and my fellow kin into a better future that suits us. From what I can see, there is a lot of darkness and confusion on part of the living and their inability to grow older or mature, which intern leaves people reincarnating with confusion and scarred pasts or just plain not reincarnating and staying stuck in the purgatory, (Hell). These visions were brought on by a connection I have with my spirit guides who are trying to help me further my education and learning experience here on earth.
Its people that are for the most part innocent and have light white souls and I can see them suffering and this is in the future. These visions started miss matching with visions of my terrifying past lives, which include being AIDS stricken and becoming overwhelmingly possessed until I committed murder and then was in tern murdered. Being kept in captivity as a sex slave until I finally died of cannibalism. Being caught in a homosexual relationship and being murdered by the other humans for being a 'demon'. I could go on but it wouldn't sound very good, and these are all just past lives.
I'm here now in the present, which is an extremely great life and a wonderful chance to change my future for the better, so mix in terrifying and haunting images and MEMORIES from your past lives with onset of images from the future that contain similar themes, like, Rape, Molestation, Violence, Murder, Cannibalism, the works. It's HARD to put it bluntly. And from what my spirit guides have told me, I have to make these decisions and manifestations, while awake, NOT DREAMING: ([Big Sad Face] So the trajectory of my life will be riddled with what any scientist would claim is mental illness, but is actually me seeing the multidimensional universe for what we're capable of doing and using the powers within our minds to manifest our future with the power of thought to create a better reality, one with significantly less malevolence (FOR GOD'S SAKE).
What I can see is a future that is far far into the distance (more than 6 incarnate lives away) however, it is in my best interests to make these hard decisions right now and brave these images and do my best to channel positive energies into the future while I have the time right now. So I'm left with my choice of, Ignore it (It's Not Real LOL!) Or PAY ATTENTION and work hard at both living in modern America all the while spontaneously see feeling some rather 'odd' sensations while I'm in the middle of God Knows What. Needless to say, this has gotten in the way of my life, and created a wedge between me and my family, who haven't the slightest clue what to do and me not the slightest clue what to tell them about it.
So these images, however far into the future, are definitely legit and powerful at that. Some dreams that I have are just down right depressing how much muck and grim there is in the future for all of us. To be able to see the patterns that people are caught in and how those patterns are drawing them into a messed up life. (PS I can't do much about it!) There Deities at work to help us better ourselves before it's too late, (and secretly extraterrestrials who already see us spiraling into these terrible situations.)
On the bright side, since I can far-see this 'ShitStorm' coming for us I can far-see a little further and things are significantly tougher but still bright and offer some joy to be had in the future. I'm using my imagination which has become a very important and powerful tool and I've come up with different ways of contacting my future self and having them make decisions for me to navigate through time and space. Setting up moments in time and memories that of my other "Dark Self" who exists in the dimension that I don't want to be in, (reasonably he would rather me be in the same dimension as him so I have to literally outwit myself in the past with the future with the information that have here in the present Hashtag, AnythingIsPossible) I call my other negative self a Dhkardin. Also I've been collecting my selves in sideways dimensions so that my future self and my present self can be in the same time and place simultaneously working on the same task. Believe what they tell you on the science channel, time and space is not a straight line, and its not linear like our senses tell us. This and other skills such as speeding or slowing time and space have been fictional concepts that I am aware of are evident in all of our futures.
You can't be scared of this kind of stuff that is the oppressive factor. You have to answer all those things that normally people become annoyed at, angry with, or disturbed by with light and love. That is the only way pretty much that one can avoid making a bad situation worse is by just witnessing it and reserving their actions with passive light and love. (OMG!) I have to literally edit my vocabulary and take out negatives and stop saying things like 'I Can't' because it doesn't help at all, it just makes for another problem. So I have literally been working on seeing and making out a better future, because we're here on earth for a very long time. I am becoming aware of the fact that I'm an Angel Incarnate and that there isn't much I can do about this besides help anyone I see in need of help. People here in this day and age just don't care and that's what hurts, because they should care, they have to care, and their lack of care is the reason we're headed for such madness.
I'm hoping to get some people that are aware of this evident future and start producing faith and checkpoints now in the present while we still have time so that we can smoothly enter that new part of our future. Anyone with any bit of information or love and tolerance and patience to offer is greatly appreciated. I love you all and I pray for us. These next two centuries here on earth are CAKE and it's a good time to enjoy ourselves and the light that earth has to offer. I am hopeful that I can use this time here on earth to aid the human race before we are forced to leave the earth in search of a new planet to live on.