I feel the emotions and hear the thoughts of people around me. This makes it especially difficult at times because people direct negative emotions towards me because of my race. How do you go outside, breath in the air, look over and see someone glaring at you, feel what they feel and not let it affect you? It's already said and done. These people pass by me and have no idea the negative emotions they dumped onto me. I get over it, then it happens again.
I know these aren't my thoughts nor do they derive from my subconscious, I see and feel it in them. It's sad and I try to stay positive. But out of nowhere I'll feel it, and I take the public transportation. You know how that can be. Some of those people are so nasty in the mind. I love them and I know I can't control their mind, nor do I want to, but how do I deal with this? Do I deal with it? Do I try to ignore it?
Being energy myself, how do I ignore energy? How does someone get to a point where they release so much much negative emotions because of NO REASON?
Therapist don't know what to say, they're dumbfounded as to how I can feel it, let alone hear their thoughts. I've been dealing with this for a while and I became more sensitive to feelings since I became vegan. I build my energy field to protect me, but how does that combat looking into someones eyes and knowing what they feel.
I know it's a touchy subject but I really don't know where else to go with this question. Do I just deal with it? How, if I'm here to spread love but people genuinely hate me for no reason?