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Am I A Medium?


Read my other story first. It explains my experiences. I will of course give you the most recent ones in this post. A few nights ago I saw a rather tall black shadow dash into the room across the way from mine. I share a wall with it. A few hours ago I was listening to music. I heard what sounded like a loud BANG. I turned the music off and looked around but nothing was moved. Everything was normal. So I turned it back on and just ignored it.

Then about an hour ago I heard it again. Only it was louder this time and it seemed to be coming from the corner of my room. There's a mirror blocking my view of it but I know that nothing in the corner could have made that noise. I just have a shelf with some stuffed animals, a couple of books and some shoes over there.

I thought that maybe it was my cat trying to get into my room and it just echoed. So I opened the door and looked around but he was no where. That's when I remembered that he was fast asleep in my mothers room. So I went back into my room and was overcome by this strange feeling that I was being watched. I heard what sounded like something moving over in the corner that the sound came from. I couldn't move for a good 5 minutes. I was terrified. I kept scanning the room with my eyes but nothing was there. So I sat down and posted on a forum, hoping someone could help. The whole time I felt like something was standing right behind me and reading what I was typing. At one point I even felt something pass by. Very close to my back.

I often tell myself that its all in my head and for all I know it could be. I could be losing my mind. Nothing I see or hear or sense is for sure. Its not like most people. I never fully see something. Its always out of the corner of my eye and the sounds I hear could be anything. I have had the feeling of being watched all of my life. Its always been very strong so I have grown a bit used to it but that doesn't mean that I don't completely hate it.

So what am I? Is there a way I could see if I WERE a medium? Right now I think I'm crazy. I think if I tell someone then maybe they can do something. Help me somehow but what if I'm wrong? What if its just all in my head? I don't want to appear as a fake! I have told two of my closest friend about it and they both told me that I could quite possibly be a medium or something of that nature. They've told me to try and speak to the spirit or when I feel like I'm being watched to take pictures but I'm afraid of what I might find.

If there's a way to know if I'm at all 'sensitive' or whatever you would like to call it then please tell me. Also if there's a way to possibly sharpen my skills and make the things I see and hear more clear. Id really like all the help I can get. It is very much appreciated!

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
9 years ago (2015-03-24)
If you want your peace, don't talk to the spirits! If you feel or see one, just say: 'IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST GO AWAY! AND GOD BLESS YOU!' That's it! See my prophile for more advice. Good luck!
KristineP14 (1 posts)
12 years ago (2012-06-25)
Kristina it's very scary that my name is extremely close to yours. I'm 14 and I have experienced the exact same feelings you have. I hear bangs. I see them also. I also see dark shadows that no one else does. I feel cold when it's around. And ik for a fact that I'm not crazy or making any of this up because I have talked to a series of people and a lot of them think I am a medium and I know how to contact the dead. Even though I know this i'm extremely scared because I can feel it around me right now reading every word I'm saying. Anybody know what I should do? My closest friend also experiences some of the same things I do. When I was little I used to run from room to room because I felt something was following/chasing me. I don't know what to do:' (😭
Pyahlay (1 posts)
12 years ago (2012-06-14)
Hi. I wish you all the best with understanding and developing your abilities. I'm new here and it is really nice to connect with others like me. It can get lonely. At the moment I'm familiarizing myself with the site but I'll post something at some point.

Blessings. Pyahlay.
LittleOwlShada (1 stories) (2 posts)
12 years ago (2012-05-02)
What psycat said about the amethysts is right and meditation is a great tool. If you want any help and have any question on this subject I can help. I have my email up on my page just send one by me. That the same for anyone with any questions.
But purely for this post I will answer as well as I can; that fact that you are not 'seeing' as clearly as most mediums is you may not be as 'in tune' with the enrgies as others. This can be both a blessing and a curse. Blessing is things will not be too bad, you won't see spectral images or hear voices but the curse is you can't block out the enerigies or spirits that surround you. If you become more in tune you will be able to control when you see these thing and be able to control your psychic self. I can also help you with this if your are interested.

I noticed many people on here are christians or catholics and I am not so f you wanted and non spiritualistic side or a different view point I am always here to talk. AND YES GROUNDING IS VERY VERY IMPORTANT!

Bright Blessings, Shada
reddragon84 (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-03-07)
Hey Kristina, right I need to say this because
Someone in the comments said to ignore them, PLEASE do not do that you will make things worse they get really angry it did for me. I am a Medium and if you want some peace then you might want to start to pray to them every night before bed just to say you give them your love and just a goodnight, as silly as it sounds it does work. And another way is to light a red or white candle red is for love and tranquility and white is for peace and calm. Also if you want to, put a glass of water in your room before you go to sleep and if it bubbles that means its evil. And the main one is try not to be scared because it feeds of that. Hope I helped. If you need any more advice then please email me. Chamone84 [at] this email is open to anyone seeking advice. Chris
J11x (1 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-13)
Not sure if you are a medium or not, but you are sensitive to energies for sure.

There are ways to work with this sensitivity and see exactly what you're gift is, for working with energies and spirits is a lesson in subtles, and each person's gift will be unique.
The first thing you MUST do however, is learn to ground. The spirit presence that you felt standing behind you when you were unaware may not be benevolent. (My feeling is, no). And as someone else wrote you, demons are an enegry you must learn to recognize and know how to guard against.
If you are baptized and with God, then you must use this blessing in your work. If you are not protected by God and Jesus Chirst, you may want to explore this religion. If you do not choose this religion, than you must find some religion and/or spiritual protection before you do anything. Many "feelers" believe they are doing good work but are only channeling harmful spirits which can come across as beautiful and light. You also must learn how to tell spirits to move on, to guide them to the right place. Most of them are hanging out and are blocking up the human spiritual experience by being here. Many spirit are well meaning enough, but they get lost and confused as they are transitioning from where they were to a new place. It's not good work by you to keep them around and become friendly with them. And then there's the one's trying to do harm. And to channel resistant spirits and negative energy, you will need God's power, or a power greater than you. No one medium can do this themselves. Be wary of one that tells you they can. They will feel they can, but the power is an illussion.

In summary, my message is, learn to protect and enpower yourself first, than work with your gift properly.
Meddy (1 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-14)
this has happened to me a lot. And I believe I am also a medium, I have been visiting an Indian graveyard with a small group for awhile now, and each time I go, what ever happens seems to get more intense. I sat down on a log and was tapping into my spirit thingy (i'm not sure what to call it) and I was projecting my voice through my mind, then finally I got responses back. It's a long story so I'll just say, weird things keep occurring and I've been trying to find a way to keep anything from following me back. Try to focus and talk to them. But before that. Make an agreement, that you will listen to them and let them say what they need to, but they must depart when you say so.

But don't put all your faith in objects. Just fear nothing, and keep calm. It is normal to feel spiritually drained after communicating. I've gone through it a few times. But be careful.
TehW0lf (10 posts)
15 years ago (2009-03-30)
You could be a medium, but if it's a shadow... Which I don't suggest, could be a demon, and could possess you, find help, don't be scared and try to find help from god... But the most important is not to be scared, they get more and more powerful when people are scared from the demons, that's normally why the demon is here, to scare you and gain power...
14kristina41 (9 stories) (3 posts)
16 years ago (2008-07-08)
to- artine. I'm sorry but no. Yes I do live in florida, I am 14, and my name is kristina but my last name is wells and I have lived in florida my whole life. That's very weird though. Sorry if there's an actual way I could send this to you directly. I'm kind of new at this but thank you all for your help. I'm going to try and publish one tonight with what's been going on.
meeeeeepx3 (1 stories) (4 posts)
16 years ago (2008-07-04)
I'm pretty sure you're a medium from reading this and your other post. As far as being watched and followed, it happens. Unless its something purely negative, just do what I do and ignore it because its not going to hurt you.
Artine (4 stories) (52 posts)
16 years ago (2008-07-02)
Meditating helps you develope your abilities, also, do not be afraid of what you may find by taking pictures... Even if you are, take them anyway! It may be the way to figure out what's really going on, and the way for you to see the spirits in full-form if at all possbile via photography.

Also... I used to know someone in sixth grade who's name was Kristina Foster... Are you her?

I am sorry if I am mistaken, it would then just be purely coincidence; same age, same name as the person I knew who moved to, I think, Florida, but am otherwise unsure.

Artine ❤
psycat (4 stories) (44 posts)
16 years ago (2008-07-02)
This happened to me last night! I never asked mine what it wanted cause I yelled at it to get the heck out of my room! At least you can ask, but if it doesn't respond, or you're to scared to, just do what I did. Anyway, I believe you're a medium if you even realize that this thing is there. The next step is to develope your powers (meditate). And, maybe buy a few amethyst gems for protection.

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