Read my other story first. It explains my experiences. I will of course give you the most recent ones in this post. A few nights ago I saw a rather tall black shadow dash into the room across the way from mine. I share a wall with it. A few hours ago I was listening to music. I heard what sounded like a loud BANG. I turned the music off and looked around but nothing was moved. Everything was normal. So I turned it back on and just ignored it.
Then about an hour ago I heard it again. Only it was louder this time and it seemed to be coming from the corner of my room. There's a mirror blocking my view of it but I know that nothing in the corner could have made that noise. I just have a shelf with some stuffed animals, a couple of books and some shoes over there.
I thought that maybe it was my cat trying to get into my room and it just echoed. So I opened the door and looked around but he was no where. That's when I remembered that he was fast asleep in my mothers room. So I went back into my room and was overcome by this strange feeling that I was being watched. I heard what sounded like something moving over in the corner that the sound came from. I couldn't move for a good 5 minutes. I was terrified. I kept scanning the room with my eyes but nothing was there. So I sat down and posted on a forum, hoping someone could help. The whole time I felt like something was standing right behind me and reading what I was typing. At one point I even felt something pass by. Very close to my back.
I often tell myself that its all in my head and for all I know it could be. I could be losing my mind. Nothing I see or hear or sense is for sure. Its not like most people. I never fully see something. Its always out of the corner of my eye and the sounds I hear could be anything. I have had the feeling of being watched all of my life. Its always been very strong so I have grown a bit used to it but that doesn't mean that I don't completely hate it.
So what am I? Is there a way I could see if I WERE a medium? Right now I think I'm crazy. I think if I tell someone then maybe they can do something. Help me somehow but what if I'm wrong? What if its just all in my head? I don't want to appear as a fake! I have told two of my closest friend about it and they both told me that I could quite possibly be a medium or something of that nature. They've told me to try and speak to the spirit or when I feel like I'm being watched to take pictures but I'm afraid of what I might find.
If there's a way to know if I'm at all 'sensitive' or whatever you would like to call it then please tell me. Also if there's a way to possibly sharpen my skills and make the things I see and hear more clear. Id really like all the help I can get. It is very much appreciated!