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I Just Want It All To Go Away


I have a history with the paranormal. Ever since I can remember they've been around me. When I was young I used to play with my toys on the floor of my room and I could just feel someone watching me. It wasn't just my imagination, like my mother tried to tell me. This was real. I could not only feel it looking at me, but I could feel it around me, like my body somehow knew it was there, even though my eyes couldn't see it. Of course, being a child, the experiences would frighten me a great deal. They only continued to progress as I got older. The spirits began showing themselves to me. They always appeared as these weird forms. They were completely human in form, but it was like the colors were muddled and I couldn't make them out completely. Not that I ever tried to really. I saw them and I bolted. They scared me more than anything.

I grew older and we moved into a different house. I was around twelve then. When we were looking at the house, I would walk upstairs and just sit in the middle of my to-be room. The house felt so welcoming, so inviting. I loved it because I had never felt that before. I always felt threatened and fearful in my own house. But it seemed like, once we moved in, the feelings in the old house transferred over into my new one. I was absolutely terrified to even walk up the stairs, let alone enter my room. And I most definitely did not want to go anywhere near my closet which had previously excited me. I never had a closet before. I thought I would rid myself of the experiences once I moved to a new house, but it was like they followed me. And my moving only made them worse. Within the first few weeks of moving in, I was alone in the house. Nothing was on as I hadn't yet gotten around to it. I was sitting on the chase at the bottom of the stairs when a laugh ripped through the house. It was this chilling cackle of a noise that I still remember to this day. It wasn't from outside. It couldn't have been. It was so incredibly loud, and it echoed.

I spent the next few years trying to cope with the things I was experiencing. I was that I had a gift and should try to harness it. So I began meditating, kept a journal of the events, tried talking to the spirits. There were two of them then. I don't know how I knew there were two, as I only ever saw them in shadows and the only one who ever spoke was the female, but I know that there was a male with her as well. I tried everything to sharpen my "gift" and maybe, somehow, get them to move on and leave me be but it only made the experiences worse.

I eventually got fed up. I decided to try a different tactic. Ignoring them. I figured if I ignored that these things were happening, then they would stop. I mean, they never happened to anyone else in my house. And no one believed me when I told them what I was experiencing. I just wanted it all to end. It seemed to work for a while. The experiences became fewer and fewer. I became pro at ignoring everything, and eventually it seemed to just all go away.

Then things started back up a few months ago. At first it was easy to ignore, just little flickers of shadows in my peripherals. Odd feelings. Nothing I couldn't overcome. But lately it seems to be getting worse. It's like they aren't playing anymore. They want me to see them. A few nights ago I came out of the bathroom and turned down the hallway to go back to my room when I saw a shadow figure right outside of my door. I could see it so perfectly. I didn't think, I just ran straight through it and into my room. It's like that was its cue. It knew I could see it then, and ever since it won't leave me alone. Even during my writing of this story it showed itself. I could see it plain as day walking by the opposite end of my bed. It can't be my eyes playing tricks on me. My bedroom light is on and I have lime green walls. My room is bright! This was dark yet transparent. Like a shadow. Only it's eleven PM and I live on the second floor. It wasn't a shadow.

I just really want all of this to stop. I'm tired of feeling helpless. For seventeen years I've been dealing with this. I've tried everything. I've tried communicating with it and seeing what it wants. It only makes it act up worse. I've tried ignoring it and look what that's got me. I just had a shadow figure walk to the edge of the bed that I'm sitting on. I could feel the cool of it. I'm scared and I just want this to stop. I don't know what to do.

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carri (22 stories) (221 posts)
8 years ago (2016-11-12)
You have a gift somehow you can see them, these spirits. Someone where you reside. Let a portal open or some spirit attached to someone in your house and brought these spirits home. You have to say this out loud to get them to stop tormenting you. "I command you unclean spirit begone in the blood of Jesus Christ. Mediating can allow these spirits to break through to our world. The only way to rid these spirits is to pray and shout out loud. "Begone unclean spirit in the blood of Jesus Christ. I command you. You must shout this or these unclean spirits will torment you.
Timfaraos (426 posts)
9 years ago (2015-04-14)
Alot of these spirits are demons in disguise, just having you on, to make you a nervous wreck or kill yourself. They pretend to be lost spirits who need help... But when you ask them to talk to you, they don't answer at all, or they talk too fast for you to understand! And when you ignore them, they get angry and act up, and throw things around LOLOL! Don't you see the red light! That's why father God forbids us to talk to spirits, He wants to protect us, because it's not a blessing- to have these demons intruding into your privacy whenever THEY want...24/7- it's a curse! Get them sick bast*rds off your back ASAP! Next time you feel or see a spirit, don't talk to it, just say: "IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST, GO AWAY! AND GOD BLESS YOU!" And Jesus will send an Angel to kick it's sorry demon A$$ back to hell, and out of your life and home! But you'll also have to pray, and fast from meat and dairy whenever you can, read the bible and psalms-demons hate that- and PRACTICE what the bible sais, as much as you can. Also, if you're catholic or orthodox christian, confess your sins to a priest, and have holy comunion as often as you can. With these simple things, you'll have a peaceful and happy life, and if you still have problems, which I dought, invite a greek or russian orthodox christian priest to sprinkle your house and family with holy water, he'll be glad to help, because he CAN! Trust me. You have nothing to lose! That's my free and heartfelt advice, take it or leave's YOUR choice, and YOUR life! Good luck. God bless! See my PROPHILE for more info. See me on facebook too.
BlueDreamer (18 posts)
13 years ago (2011-09-16)
if you don't want them around just tell them to leave. YOU ARE IN CONTROL not them, but spirits usually just stick around or just want to give you a message. Ask your spirit guides for protection hang in there:)
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
13 years ago (2011-04-22)
Awesome advice from Taffyinky and Ashd9, hang in there you can do it.

taffyinky (4 stories) (108 posts)
13 years ago (2011-04-21)
I agree with Doublemint. Negative emotions will always attract negative beings. Right now I think you are seeing a shadow person/people. They feed off of negative emotions such as fear and anger. They will stay by your side as long as you feel threatened by them. Try getting rid of your fear and instead find a way to love the being. I know that it sounds hard to do but you can love anything that you want as long as you try. Nothing can stop you from feeling certain emotions than yourself. Try to imagine yourself in a shield of love that no other negative emotion (s) can penatrate coming down from whatever deity you believe in. Focus on those positive emotions. Feel it fill you up and let it out. Find something to love and focus all of your feelings on that. You will find a way to rid yourself of this being.

We are all loved and we all love another. It is human nature.
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
13 years ago (2011-04-21)
Anne has provided information on grounding and shielding. In addressing the earth bound spirits try to remain calm inside and rise up your protection shield. For example you can use a golden color "see it" "feel it" and know that it is there to protect you. You also have the ability to stretch this out as far as possible and as often if the need arises. When you start to sense the presence put up the shield, the next thing you are going to do is send out a blast of golden light towards the presence fill it up with as much love as you can. Then ask for your guardian angel to step in and remove it immediately. Just know that you might have to do this a few times so don't give up the other side is waiting for them to cross over. Remember negativity will not flourish where there is love it will move on.

ashd9 (44 posts)
13 years ago (2011-04-20)
You have to be careful of how you talk to certain ones. Talk to them directly, tell them what you want. In your case I would tell them to get the heck out.

Or just use a gesture. I like to do the finger point haha like when you tell a dog to sit in a corner. Sometimes it's weird but they know when they aren't welcome. If you pretend you can't see them, or act like you accept it, they'll see what they can get away with next.

Good luck:)

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