I've been dealing with activity since I was seven. Read my other posts for elaboration.
My boyfriend is Wiccan and he's very educated in the spirit area. I told him about all of what's been happening, and fears that it might very well be a shade (or an evil spirit as he explained).
For the longest time it had stopped. I mean, there was the occasional shadows but I didn't have the paranoid feeling that I always get. There was one incident about a month ago involving instant messenger. My friend and I were painting my closet, and my boyfriend was on instant messenger. Let me tell you that my closet is the focus point of spiritual activity, but my room as a whole is active. It's just that I have a feeling that something malicious lurks in the dark corners of that 4 by 4 room.
Well, I had begun feeling especially paranoid and vulnerable, and it got to the point where I had to leave the closet all together. I'm not afraid of small places. Quite the opposite, actually, but the feeling was just so intense. I couldn't stand it. When I went to write a message to my boyfriend, I noticed I had apparently already sent him a message. It was only a couple of dots, but it was the proof I needed to know that I was not crazy. It couldn't have been my friend, because she was right next to me the whole time, and no one else was in my room.
Then there's what happened today. I was lying on the couch, and something blocked out the light coming in from the door. It couldn't have been a person, because no one else was downstairs, and I would have seen their form. My dogs were upstairs, and my cat was sleeping on the dining room chair. It couldn't have been someone outside because they would have had to be right up close to the door to block out the light, and no one was there.
The thing is though; I didn't feel paranoid or scared. That's why I think that there's more than one. The one in the closet is most certainly evil. I can feel it in the very core of my being. I just know, but the other one. Well, I don't think the other one is a threat to me at all. I know not to show fear to it, and I don't. I acknowledge its presence by looking up for a moment, but I don't show fear, even if I may be feeling it.
I just don't know what to do with it. It can't be healthy having a dark spirit around, and I don't want the activity to start up again. I'm afraid that its going to do something. It's already started making noises and showing itself again. What next?