I have posted several stories on here and other sites and everyone always tells me the same things. Some say I'm a medium, some say I'm psychic, and the latest is an empath. I can see/hear/feel/and sense spirits. I have had a few premonitions in my dreams. I can feel other people's emotions and sometimes it seems like I'm picking up on a spirit emotions. I have been this way my whole life but I'm afraid that it's going away.
I'm only 14 and would like to keep this gift as long as possible. Even possibly enhance it. I'm afraid that I have stopped sensing spirits though and I haven't had a premonition in months. The last time anything happened was over the summer and it was the most severe encounter I have ever experienced. It actually happened around my friend. We were alone in my house and upstairs in my room painting. We heard what sounded like several full grown men running up and down the stairs continuously. It happened for about five minutes before my friend stuck out her head to see what was up and the noise stopped immediately.
Later that night there was a noise coming from my closet that sounded like 'help me'. The room was completely silent and there was nowhere that the noise could have been coming from. After that me and my friend tried using an Ouija board that we made ourselves. We set a picture of my deceased grandfather and her deceased brother's social security card next to us and lit candles and the room was silent but nothing happened. It was very disappointing and ever since then nothing has happened really. I did hear a man's scream one morning when I was getting ready for school but that was the last.
This saddens me. I really liked being able to experience them and have this gift. I have tried meditation but I'm too impatient for that and I'm afraid to close my eyes when I'm in the middle of a room. It freaks me out. Does anyone have any ideas of what I could do? I'd like it very much if you responded.