I am not someone who talks about my abilities or gift. But, as far back as I can remember I have always been seeing ghosts and the occasional demon. Unlike most people my family has been very open and understanding of my ability. My mother and my great grandmother have the ability to sense spirts and to a small extent communicate. I have always seen ghosts and have to some extent been tormented by them. They have become an everyday experience and have no longer terrified me since accepting them and trying to learn from them. That is until recently.
For the past few weeks my normal everyday encounter with the ghost of the old man in the laundry room has escalted into something I can not understand. I have started hearing voices, as crazy as it sounds to me I am truly not "over imagining" it as my husband has said. One night at work I was doing my typical closing and I hear my two co-workers yelling at each other from the other room and then I hear them screaming for me to help. So, I rush to the room I hear them yelling at, only to find one of them and he has his ipod on humming to himself. I asked him if he was yelling and he looked at me like I was crazy. This is just one experience too, I will hear people talking but I can't make out what their saying. This happens more and more lately. I have also heard someone call my name and is usually followed by the typical cold, anxious felling of someone watching me.
Another strange new occurance is that sometimes I hear music playing when there is no radio on or even the t.v. The most disturbing time was when I heard what sounded like 1920's jazz music when no one in the house likes it.
I always try to find where its coming from too but never do. I am a very logical person and am not quick to say, ohh that's just paranormal but the music really frightens me.
As if the ghosts, music and voices werent enough I have been seeing what I call "glimpses"to the past. I have moved from Florida to Virginia to help my aunt and I was hesitant to move to such an old area knowing that my ghostly enounters would increase but I did. Now as I drive home occasionaly I see the street I am on I guess shift into the past and I see it as the farm land that it used to be. Its only a moment but I know it must be real.
I never thought that seeing ghosts would be normal, even though I am still afraid sometimes but this new "ability" scares me to the core. One more thing my ghosts were always shadows with the very very rare full body clear image but now they are more "real" looking except the are blurry. Almost like if you take a picture of someone and they move and as a result become blurred but you still make out their features.
If someone could please help me, I really need to be heard and understood. I can no longer talk to my family about it because they don't understand it and I just really need someone to help me. Can you trully become more psychic the older you get or am I just going crazy?