I am a mother of four one at home and work fulltime. I started meditating and and learning tai chi I been focusing on who I am. Weird things started happening like when stressed objects move. I have visions awake and asleep of things that happen. I hear voices that call out my name I am not afraid of their voice just thinking iam crazy. I can feel people's feelings and know things ahead of time. When I was a child I experienced some but my mother brushed it off and would send me to church. I am confused who I am trying to find me and what I am. Iam 47 years old what's happening to me? Why now went away for years now it's hapening again. I don't know much about parts of my childhood I have memoryloss from 7-10. My mother kept quiet about alot. I know I am different I always felt that just never knew what to do I need guidance. Moving things I can't control is a liitle freaky and the more I stress the more it's visible. Happened at work in front of my bosses and at a store with a friend the whole glass shelve shook. Then went to store with sister in law and I knew the correct amount for the bill. Clipboard flying up in air landing upside down then I turned a fan on without touching it. When I concentrate I can't do it, I can't control it. Dreams visions hitting me wide awake really freaks me out. Had dream a boy was crying for help and my boss called me he was taking him to hospital he woke up screaming had double ear infection in both ears. I sense feelings a lot and any neg vibes drag me down
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Clairvoyance is the ability to see things, the images can be of the past, present or future.
Precognition is dreaming of an event that later happens in reality.
Kinetic abilities make things move, by either manipulating the energy outside of you or moving your own energy towards an object.
An Empath is someone who takes on another person's emotions.
By researching those abilities you can get a lot of answers about how they affect you, and how they work.
You always had these abilities (we all do) but they were in a more dormant state. Now that you started meditating, and focusing on yourself, you are possibly freeing up those parts of your energy. Like Rachel said, meditation is a good way to develop your abilities.
I'd suggest for you to do a research on Empaths, because being one can be overwhelming. Empaths need to unwind but they also need to strengthen their energy boundaries. They can become depleted, so ways that replenish them are wonderful. Being in nature or in solitude helps, among other things. They react to others' emotions but they can also take on characteristics of other people and various symptoms of others.
It's even possible that your abilities have suddenly appeared because you're now close to a person who is very psychic (though you might not know that this person is psychic) and because you're an Empath, your abilities are opening up.
Sometimes abilities start acting if a person is over-stressed. This applies to children as well. Every person is unique so it's impossible to give you specific answers, relating to your background. The fact that you mention the memory loss in childhood is relevant. Usually this means the child was anxious and took the habit of spacing out in order to cope. If the child paid no attention to what was happening, he/she will retain no memories of those events. It seems like you have parts in yourself and your past that you want to come to terms with. There are divisions within you because you haven't yet merged all the different components of your experience and beliefs. Maybe you see things as black and white, instead of seeing how everything interconnects. Hardships can be lessons in disguise. On the spirit level, nothing is lost, nor forgotten, nor left unresolved, or unrewarded. All is justified. But it takes the will to distance ourselves from our emotions and see our transformation in process. Move higher always, to higher beliefs, higher emotions, higher potential.
Understanding will come. Let the universe guide you into the spaces of its wisdom. You are not chained to the past or to any darkness. Your spirit will come through victorious. Thoughts are not the truth. This is why the silence of meditation helps. The chatter in our head that takes us back and forth and around again... "am I crazy?" "am I gifted?" "what is happening" "maybe it's this" "maybe it's that" "why?" "why not?" "should I wear white after Labor Day?" none of this is truth. Your breath is truth. What is real is invisible to normal eyesight. So relax and be certain that you're exactly where you're supposed to be. Enjoy your life and don't freak out so much:D
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