I'm experiencing something and I don't know what it is. It started when I was very little, I knew that there was something different about me. That was because I talked to "kids" or what I believed to be children. They would always talked to me but only when I was alone. My parents would hear me talking to them, but they believed it was my imagination. As I got older I started blocking all those things that made me feel different and I moved on, but strange things started to happened, I stated feeling things when something bad was going to happen to my family and for some reason I knew things before they even happened and also started to experience paranormal activity in my house. I started lucid dreaming consistently and would get sleep paralysis when I would lose control of my dream. I'm now 22 and I'm still experiencing strange things around the house, things moving places, shadows, knocking on the doors and no one's there, etc. I am able to lucid dream when ever I want to but I lose control and that's when I experience sleep paralysis and it's gotten worse. I started to see shadows looking at me when I can't move a muscle, but they don't scare me. I also started feeling a pressure in my forehead and what I have read it's my third eye opening but I still feel different. A couple years ago I was under a lot of pain do to having my grandma in the hospital and saw several candles lid up in my house that my mom had put (she loves candles) and I decided to ask a question, a yes and no question of course. I picked two candles and I asked " if my grandmother is going to be okay turn off the candle on the right and if she is not turn off the left" I honestly didn't expect anything but something told me to do it. To my surprise the candle on the left started to flicker and then it completely went out. I thought that maybe that was my gift but I haven't been able to do it again I know it wasn't just the air because I felt something inside of me. I haven't been able to do since, and I have tried practicing a few times and when I think it's going to work I lose focus and I get that pain on my forehead again. I know I have some kind of power but I don't know what it is.
Does anyone know what I can do to ether strengthen my self and what I could be?