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A Lifetime Of Feeling Things Becomes More

 

My story is pretty simple really. I never paid any mind to things growing up like knowing what was going to happen before it happened. I'd think of people randomly and then they would call or show up at my door. I would have dreams that would come true and I always told myself that the dreams never happened. I saw things like shadows, figures and lights in my bedroom. I would feel things, know things about people without ever speaking to them. I always convinced myself I just had an over active imagination and moved on with my life.

Until Last year. October 2010 I moved into a small house with my now husband. I never felt anything odd or unusual about the house. It was a quiet, safe place that I adored! One night while laying in bed asleep, the overhead light simply turned on. I panicked and was terrified because as soon as the light went on I woke up and KNEW someone was in the house. I can't explain it anymore than that. I got up, turned off the light then walked across the hall to use the bathroom. I left the bathroom, turning off the light and closing the door behind me. I closed the bedroom door as well then crawled into bed still feeling terrified. My husband then got up to use the bathroom as well. When he opened the bedroom door, the bathroom door was wide open and the lights were on. I went insane, feeling the overwhelming sadness and panic. I started to cry. I wasn't afraid of what was happening, because most people would be scared of lights turning on and doors opening. It was like I was being forced to feel sad and scared. The emotions weren't my own.

After that I was brutally aware that someone was with me in that house. Things would be moved, doors opened and closed, lights on and off, the tv volume changing from bottom to top on its own. It lasted 2 weeks. I was never afraid after that first night however. I just acknowledged that someone was with me and that I didn't know what to do for them. Later, when I told this story to a family member they pointed out that the experience began the night my uncle died and ended the day he was buried. As soon as she pointed that out I instantly felt a feeling that I would describe as protective. I felt very protective of my cousins (who lost their father). Was he trying to tell them something through me? Was he asking something else of me? I don't know. I don't know how to know what any of it means.

After that I began to look into the idea of spirits and that's when I began to acknowledge things from my childhood that now seem like milder versions of what happened last year. Since I opened myself up I now feel things all the time. I feel what I believe to be spirits moving in and out rooms, I feel cold breezes rush past me and moments of total panic and anxiety and often joy, will grip me for no reason at all then pass as quickly as they came. I am overcome with emotions that I have no real reason to be experiencing. I see things and know things. I know instantly when someone is in the early weeks of pregnancy and I know when a co-worker is going home to receive bad news.

In our new house (a century home built in 1872) I feel something (someone) in the driveway. Which seems odd but it's what I feel. It is the first time I have ever been able to feel some detail. It feels calm and peaceful. Very female. I feel it watching through the window, just looking. I'm not afraid of it. It's just a feeling I get.

So what does this mean? Where do I begin to explore this more?

I feel a little lost!

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Medium-Feeler-Teacher (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
i also feel spirits and have had them turn lights on and off and open and close doors and nock stuff over... Open cubbards, and many other things. I can feel what they want and if they are good or bad. Try expirementing a little. Like pass your hand through the air and feel exactly where they are (your hand may get really warm or tingle) and try meditation it really helped me open my mind. But remember not to get scared, some child spirits like to play tricks and try to scare you. Don't worry your not alone, other people have felt the same things 😊
PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
 
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
Moechmoe
I just believe that we all go through these feelings
You wrote about. Fear, anxiety, sensing with our physical body. And your not alone in feeling over whelmed and questing your own sanity.
My dad is the one that used to tell me I was crazy as
A child. As an adult I now see that it was the women
On his fathers side whom had ability. The men were
Just up for going to war and all of the men on my dads side served in the military.

If you decide to open up to this.
Just click on my user name or put a message on the
Story I just wrote.
Working With: Human souls stuck in the earth plane

Good journey
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
 
12 years ago (2012-05-17)
I think considering the sudden onslaught of sensing the deceased, you are doing very well! Not many people could wake up to all that and not go nutty so give yourself credit where credit is due.

I think it always helps to look at things logically first.
- You now "know" (versus believe) we survive death.
- You now know people don't change when they die (they are still happy, sad, loving, scared, etc).
- You now that spirits are just one notch up vibrationally and all around us.
- You now know you (as are all of us to varying degrees) able to sense energy, thoughts and even the future which means we too are more than our physical bodies (just like these spirits walking around your area).

Next comes choices and you've already made one which is deciding to explore the reason behind this:
- I now know all of the above so do I care or should I ignore it all and get back to my old life? Can I get back to my old life?
- Do I wish to make contact?
- Do I wish to become better at this and if so, can I handle it?

Those choices are up to you but answering them will help remove that lost feeling. It's like any project we take on, we should break out the pieces and tackle it one by one.

Decisions aside, what you now know should be a wake-up call to you and anyone who reads this; your time on earth matters and in the scheme of things short! How you develop spiritually will continue on after you die. Do you want to be clueless, wandering halls and streets, trying to send messages to loved ones who can no longer see you for business you should have finished before you die? Be mindful of your spirit. We don't all just zoom up to some higher plane after death. Many humans get stuck in the realm just barely above ours and are clueless as to how to move on. And a minute once you die feels like months. Now is the time to educate yourself, be kind to others, monitor your thoughts because those thoughts will continue after you die and can create a veritable hell.

I'd be interested in knowing which path you seek. We are always here for you if you need help or an ear.

Thanks for sharing. It was quite fascinating!
Anne

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