My given nickname is Amaris, I'm a 23 year old psychic. I'm coming back into my abilities once more after a disastrous start. First time I tried this, people kept trying to collect me, get me to join them, move etc. Not sure why, Precognition seems to be fairly common gift.
Either way 99% of the people were unwilling to teach me, unless I did as they told me to, the others were involved in too much crazy or I had odd feelings. Between the cult groups, crazy Chaos Sorcerers and Pagans, demons and everything else, I chose to suppress my abilities for a time until it all blew over. Now I'm ready to start over again.
My precognition allows me to see the next day all the way to 2 years in the future confirmed. I can also hear my thoughts and experience everything, and have some minor way of communicating to my past self. I also possess the minor gift of being a medium, with minor empath traits. I'm unsure if it can be developed further.
When I was being attacked by a demon that showed traits of what the sumerians call Pazuzu my ancestors had to shut my third eye quite a bit, it was a painful experience. It was a weakness and the demon was slowly driving me insane. On top of that once I made 3 family members not even see me as I walked by them one day, I had been trying to unlock my gifts, from time to time my thoughts were very loud.
I don't understand why, maybe something to do with telepathy perhaps, either way I thought loudly don't notice me as I walked by. Somehow someway they didn't see me or hear me. All three were looking right where I walked. Maybe I did something or maybe it was a body lanquage thing.
I plan on finding out eventually. Over a year ago I had a dream, I was in a room with a web if sorts, I was allowed to touch it and it was strange beyond belief, I'm unaware of what I saw as I'm not allowed to remember.
When I was younger I was intune with my gifts enough to know who would call before the phone rang, pick out winning scratch off tickets and do so for quite sometime (my grandmother had me do this a few times). I need someone to teach me to manage my gifts, and how to properly shield and ground myself. Currently I keep seeing a figure in white around me all the time, and I see a man around 5 foot 8. I'm unsure as to what he wants, but I want him to leave me alone. Also I see a figure in black around me to, he doesn't have good intention I think.
Anyone who's coming here saying pray to Jesus or pray to god, I won't. It does not go along with my beliefs. Please respect that and not force yours on me. Also I will not EVER sell my soul to a demon for ANYTHING. I know quite a few people who are pagans and do witchcraft. I have no issues with that.
I will deeply appreciate any insight, advice and help one can offer. Thank you for reading this and your time.