I've been told I am an Indigo Child, and I do recognize that I have certain abilities such as precognitive dreaming, empathy, and receiving vibes from people, objects, and situations. I don't believe myself all the time, and I question my abilities frequently. I feel like people pacify me when they tell me my abilities are real.
The other night, some friends and I did a drum circle while burning some extremely potent sage. I felt a bright white light growing in my core and extending throughout my physical and astral body.
My friend Cody burned his fingers while lighting the sage, and they were causing him pain. I had this impulse to grab his fingers, so I did, and I tried to direct the white light to his fingers.
After a minute he said he could no longer feel any pain in his fingers, but I kept holding on to them. A few minutes later he said his arms were going numb and jerked his hands away from me.
Afterwards, we went to the local new age shop and I had so much excess energy from the white light, the owner of the shop had to help ground me.
What did I do? Was it real? What was that white light?
I have experienced the light on a few other occasions. It seems to look for distress and discomfort. What ability is this? Am I just insane?