There are several words to describe the ability to afford off incoming feelings or 'vibes' from people in one's environment. Shield is one. I have used a wall that is visually put up when I enter a large store, a restaurant or any location where there are more than 10 people. I have walked into some places and felt ghosts and they feel much different than the emotions that I 'pick up' from those around me. I am usually able to hear and feel when I focus on what a person is feeling or focusing on. Some things, I feel through people.
I was on the phone with a very chatty yet psychic understanding friend a few years ago. She lived in the same state where some guy was suspected of killing his pregnant wife. I could feel evil when I looked at his photo. Thanks to the 'look up everyone's nose media, his photo was on every news cast. I was SO avoiding the topic, especially the/his photo. My friend, pushing me for info on an over seas friend, couldn't understand why I wasn't able to provide for her at that time. Ending a conversation with her was just not done. I was browsing through the computer while listening to her... His face came onto the screen... I immediately looked away and told her I had to go. She could tell I was upset and knew it wasn't anything she did.
With her encouragement, told her of the quiet lapping water, the tarp, rope, another life nearby, the shade covering the larger body and the smaller body directly in the sun. The breeze, the footpath down to that area where some go fishing. Large ships somewhere nearby... The wife's body was found the next day. My dear friend tried to reach me, however I worked full time and had no desire to even see the newscast. Why see the limited shots of a camera. Another time, a guy I was dating had just visited his dad in jail. Skipping all the details, he was quite spooked, after a game of mind reading, on how I knew where his dad kept his personal belongings, what his old house looked like, and more to the point, why Dad was in jail. Heck of a bad headache after that one.
Bottom line: if I allow myself, I can feel the fight a couple had that morning as I pass the wife in the market, know what a man is thinking of as he walks by, feel the rebellion of a teenager. There are cases of kids or cold cases that I can see what was going on through the eyes of the victim, know whether that missing kid is dead or not and what the perp looks like. There have been 3 murders in my state that are all part of an immense hate issue a tri state Napoleon type trucker has. Like the husband, I have to lock that one away hence the feeling of drowning overcomes me. Napoleon will kill again. It won't be until another 2 bodies before the cops see similarities. He has changed things on purpose, thus far.
How do I shield myself?
I once sat on a bus bench and shot straight up again. The Mexican woman who sat there before me? I knew she was going to get beaten when she got home because her check wasn't as much as her husband wanted it to be. He was a drunk however that does little for me. I have read many submissions that say there is a protective shield some psychics have or use. Can anyone explain further? Even when I have my wall up, it takes effort to keep it up, a child or an animal can usually melt right through. Why is that, By the way? The most innocent can melt, what it feels like, right through the wall/shield. I have had some animals or kids come right to me. Most animals and children curl right up to me. Some seem outright frightened of me.
Can anyone suggest a more detailed way to protect myself from the hostility, anger and negativity that seems to gravitate through and to me without I creating a major distraction &/or winding up in a jacket that ties in the back?; (;) I don't need to relive other folk's lives. One cannot go up to someone and say, "Drop his a**, he's not worth it." "You aren't pregnant so don't worry about it..." "She's cheating on you and God you could do so much better" Better yet, I DO NOT NEED to know any of the above. Not like my 'skills' could be of any help without labeling me a 'freak'. Knowing me, I'd tell them what under wear they had on just to watch that nervous look they get...
Details on shields, walls, etc. Please...