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Can You See Something I Don't?

 

My grandmother, the person in my family that I feel the strongest connection to, died when I was 7 years old, I found out much later that she had an uncanny ability to tell when someone was lying to her and she always knew where the members of her family were... Whether they told her or not. She was the first person that I remember dreaming about just before she passed. Since her I can list a dozen or so others that came to me in my dreams shortly before they moved on, from close friends to family members I had never met to relatives of close friends.

I can't recall anything "strange" happening to me before my grandmother passed but since then I have had so many experiences and in so many different forms that I can't accept that I am crazy, though I'm not sure how much longer my sanity will remain intact.

When I was 8 my mother, step father, brother, and I moved to a small trailer park in Alabama, please no jokes I assure you I've heard them all, where our lives started turning inside out. My mom divorced my step father, my brother was sent to a school for troubled children and I started hearing voices and having nightmares that I couldn't remember. When my brother would come home for visits he would hear me talking in my sleep and swear that I was talking in another language, through the years others have said the same though one close friend said she thought it sounded like I was talking backwards, either way I've never been able to catch myself talking in my sleep so I can't vouch for either hypothesis. As for the voices I could, and sometimes still can hear someone whispering in the next room, though I can't make out what they are saying and if I ever talk back to them they stop talking, almost as if they could hear me as well. When I was about 13 or 14 my mother slapped me because I had gone into hysterics talking about the darkness that was closing in on me and the emotions that I could feel, the overwhelming sadness that was not mine. My mother immediately assumed I had been dabbling in the "voodoo" and that I was driving myself crazy and the best thing I could do was to just forget about "all that crap."

In a little over one month I will turn 31 years old, I still hear voices when no one else is around, I sense spirits around me almost all the time, though one of them I am certain is my grandmother and she tends to keep the others in check most of the time, I feel other people's emotions so intensely that I sometimes get physically ill, sometimes when I pass someone in the market I catch a "glimpse" (usually just in my head) of people walking with them. The part in all this that makes me feel like I'm losing my mind is that I constantly feel like I'm in the wrong place, that my life is completely wrong, I am terminally unhappy. My life is great, I have tons of friends that are all really good, successful people, I have an awesome apartment, a fairly lucrative profession, and a pretty responsible roommate. I see that I should be happy, any sane person would be, but I'm not and when I ask for help I only hear my own voice echo back to me.

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PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-15)
damonwynd small black shapes can be addressed with clear your space (Hm). Years ago we had one moving things it is of a lower realm.

I would encourage you to meditate and seek out the reason for the Owl. Owl as most birds are considered sacred by many American Indians since they can fly toward the creator as messengers. For many years I saw spiders in color black and gold.
Turns out this is an Arch type that guards the present and future of time. Review Ted Andrews book on Animals-loads are listed!
Spider also had to do with my Fathers American Indian side. I had to recently call on the spider for help and a small healing occured for nature.

Only by asking and using impertunity/seeking will we find peace and truth.

Blessings on your journey
damonwynd (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-13)
thank you all for the excellent suggestions, I feel kind of foolish for not having thought of some of these things before. Though I guess I fear the answer more than the question...
As for the visions I have; sometimes I see small black shapes almost catlike, I call them gremlins because when I see them something odd usually follows, nothing serious just annoying like computers crashing or glasses falling off shelves. Though I did have a vision almost a year ago that was the most vivid I can remember. I woke up one morning and a movement caught my attention at the foot of my bed, standing there just looking back at me with a pair of large golden eyes was a brown owl, it was about 3 feet tall and just stood there casually staring at me then I blinked and it was gone... I know owls are really important symbols in dreams, usually that someone that has passed over is trying to contact you but I'm not really sure who or why or even why this owl was so real to me, like I could have reached out and touched its feathers...
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-13)
I sense your soul is not at rest and at peace because you have yet to reach your destiny. You have these abilities for a reason and since you are not really using them for the purpose your soul had chosen them for, you are not quite content. Instead you live your life of job, home, and friends but something is missing...

Seek it out.

I suggest it is time to contact your Guides and your inner soul for answers and purpose.

Oracle
SpiritCouncil (23 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-12)
We deal with spirits all the time. It would help if you told us some what you see, like shadow spirits are the trickiest to figure out. You should try to tape yourself talking and figure out what launguge it is, for it could be a message that only you can help you with what is going on. The vocies might just be checking in on you or something, and when you talk to them they stop talking because a lot of spirits get freacked out when they know someone can hear them or see them. Spirits love to leave you with more questions then answers.

-Renea (Rin Amu)
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-11)
damonwynd, you are mentioning many different situations. The feeling of unrest and a life of duality comes when we do not shut down. Shutting down is creating a barrier. Enforcing your will, sort of picturing a pyramid over you and not allowing anything to enter in. You can use light/sensing a wall or a shield at night completely covering you and your home. I usually clear my home and then put protection up. I have great sleep with no interruptions, but as a teen had the same problem you are having.
At night you are interacting with spirit, but it sounds like you are speaking in glossolalia a different dialect. This could be your old memories from a previous life coming through with that language. In order to create higher volumes of hearing you will have to meditate. You might try just opening/grounding/relaxing/protection.Imagine your ears becoming larger: listen to everything as far as you can into a few blocks. Your hearing has to resonate higher frequencies inorder to hear spirit directly. Another good move would be to contact your spirit helper/guides/angel. There is a Revsilverson and Edmond both have lots of helpful suggestions. You must keep trying until you get the right fit for yourself. I guarantee you working with your grandmother and your helpers will be the most rewarding things one can experience in this planet. Blessings.
Cecil (1 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-11)
I can relate to what you're going through although I'm horribly confused as is with the current situation I've been in for as long as I can remember. I may be only 17, confused, and desperate for help, but I can promise you that I see that stuff too. The nightmares you don't remember and the talking in your sleep may be something like night terrors (at least that's what I call them.) I've found that you can put up barriers if you focus enough that might ward off some things but if it's something immediately following you that's malovelent (like I believe I have) they can often just ignore any type of barrier while everything else pays heed.
Are you still suffering from the nightmares and the talking in your sleep? I hope I find a way to overcome mine.
P.S. You're not crazy.

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