For the past seven years since my father's death, my life changed dramatically. I have noticed that I possess a gift, a very powerful one I am told. I have had visions in the past, and they come true, I have been able to sense death in the air. This one is weird, at times if I pay keen attention, I can sense mourning or profound sadness to the point I feel like crying, and usually someone I knows dies.
Then the most uncomfortable one which I need the help and understanding with is when I am supposed to be asleep at night. I can feel this sensation coming on, and then it grows stronger and stronger and then I can't move. My heart is racing, my mind fully conscious, but I can't do any simple movements. Sometimes my ears would ring, and my body usually feels likes it kind of charged up. My first instinct is to fight and I usually battle it with my mind power.
Can anyone help me with this? Then as of recently I have discovered I can read people through their eyes, and as of yesterday even through the computer as I did with someone who I never met before. Is there something wrong with me? What sort of abilities do I possess? I was told by a close gifted friend that my power is as great at the phoenix. I have also visited a friend of mine in his sleep he said, and he only recognized me by my eyes, I was a wavy figure that descended from the ceiling. I was even told to control my emotions or I could destroy the city, don't know how that could be.
Another thing I noticed is that when I have been done wrong, whatever I say about the doer, happens. Can someone please help me understand, I don't know anywhere else to turn. I am freaked out by these experiences at times.