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Am I A Freak Or Psychic?


My name is Sam, I'm 15, I'm never really done anything like this so sorry if I don't write it right. My mum she chooses to block it and my sister she chose to embrace it, but what should I do? Since I was a little I've been like my sister blink once and see double the amount of people, blink again and I see the normal amount of people are there again. This was normal for me until I was 9 years where my mum sat me down and told me that both her and my sister who's 19 years older then me told me that not everyone saw it. It was ghosts that I was seeing, the only reason my mum told me was because my sister saw my imaginary friend that I had, she told me that he was my guide, it didn't really bother me. Until I turned 11, now all these things have started to go weird and I don't know what to do. My guide disappeared and after that happened I began to feel everyone's emotions, it gets worse and worse everyday, if I step into school or someone touches me and their emotions are so strong that sometimes I see images or flashes of why they feel that way, in the end almost everyday I seem to lose myself and never know which emotions are mine. Everyday it seems to get worse, every night my dreams seem to come true and every minute I become lost more and more, I don't know what I'm meant to do, more then not I have people whispering in my ears day after day, so my question is am I just a freak? Is there anything I can do? I'm just so confused. So please if you could help me that would be great. Thanks.

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BeingHaunted (1 stories) (13 posts)
10 years ago (2012-11-03)
No one is ever a freak, only unquie and special like me and my sisters. My sister, Hope, she can see doorways to other realms. I can see spirits and sometimes connect to
Other people's emitions, but you are more likely to also be telepathic. If you can see why they feel someway with flashes its your powers working together. All you need yo do is find a way to control it. Good luck! 😁
adrianm80 (25 posts)
11 years ago (2011-09-17)
im 12 right know my spirit guide is my dead granddad. A year ago he told me you can speak to the dead and you only speak to me you need to talk to other spirits. So I did then when I started talking to him again he said good job. I asked him why did I have to do that he said cause if you use your abilities correctly they will develop better and sooner. I think your spirit guide left cause you didn't do what it asked.
Chandlr (6 posts)
12 years ago (2011-03-06)
YOU ARE NOT A FREAK! I am also 15 and I have a young girl as my sprit guide. We are (were) very close and she could warn me when somthing was about to happen. But one day (I was 12) I found my Her covered in blood on my floor, she then disapeared and I haven't seen her sence 😭 I then started seeing sprits and they all followed me, I am able to comunicate with them. I am also able to feel people's emotions scence then, I can't even tell which are mine.
This may sound like very bad advice but I have just learned to ignore all emotions mine and others.
Email me at Punkmaster124 [at]
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-26)
to Everyone,

Can anyone help me find weirdo101. Weirdo101 is very scared and alone, I really want to help, but I can't do that if weirdo101 doesn't email me. I will not stop until I have found him/her. If you find weirdo101, ask him/her to email me at ravengirl_90 [at]

I feel like he/she needs me,
vanillabean (9 stories) (168 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-19)
BellaAngie: I'm so sorry I can't get you in touch with her. I really should have said that I "knew" this woman. She was my neighbor a few years ago. I don't know how to contact her now. Last I heard, she wouldn't give readings anymore because she said it takes so much of her energy that she thinks if she were to do a reading, it might kill her. Good luck. I hope you find the guidance you need. ❤
BellaAngie (1 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-18)
Hi. This message is for Vanillabean. I read your story and was wondering if there is a chance you can put me in touch with the 80year old woman you mentioned. I am in dire need to talk to someone that can tap into my situation. Someone who is real and does psychic readings. I have been in upside down in my mind about somethings and wish to meet a person that can guide me and help me. Someone that is genuine and truthful. If you are able to please contact me on momtobe72 [at]

Thank you for reading this.
vanillabean (9 stories) (168 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-17)
Hi Sam, you are not a freak at all. Just so you know you're not alone, a woman I know (she's in her 80's now) is a psychic lady. A long time ago she used to work for the postal service. She had to handle mail every day. She would touch a piece of mail and she would know exactly what was in the mail, often bad news, and get very bad feelings. After a while she couldn;t take anymore and she quit her job. Eventually she left her abusive husband and had 3 children and no money. She realized she had psychic abilities and made a living doing psychic readings. I myself have never had these types of experiences--my ability is totally different. But the point is that I believe you and you are not alone.

As for your guide, I agree that meditation is the best way to contact him/her. Are you really so sure your guide is not around you? Perhaps you are not in touch with your own spirit enough to feel his/her presence. As we grow from being little children to being teenagers, sometimes people lose their ability to sense spirits. This is where meditation can help you. First be sure to completely relax. Clear your mind by listening to the sounds around you and acknowledging them. This will slow down all of the logical thinking and the madness that goes on in your head when you are fully conscious. We all have thoughts constantly, but the goal is to eliminate that brain activity and switch to a different part of the brain (one that researchers don't even understand!). Once you are relaxed and your brain has quieted, try talking to your spirit guide, asking if they can hear you etc. I hope this will help you. ❤
LadyLoake (6 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-16)
Unfortunately I am not adept at ghosts as I have never been bothered by them. However when it comes to being influenced by others emotions I completely understand. As a young child I hated going to school because of that. My advice is to learn to maintain a barrier whenever you are in public. This means you must strengthen your own aura in order to deflect other people's. While you are getting ready to leave the house breathe in a relaxed state of mind silently inform yourself that you will not be effected by those around you. Continue to remind yourself of this every time you become effected throughout the day.
You must learn to breathe and relax your mind in any situation at any time. By the way you are not a freak however you are lacking information needed to understand and deal with your situation if your family are the same as you talk to them as it is likely they have gone through this before...
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-14)
First things first: You need to decide for yourself if you want to continue with your special talents. Decide if you'd like to embrace your gift, or shun it and be "normal" The thing you must relize is that you are super powerful, especially since your only 15.

As to why your spirit guide left, it could be because you don't need it around as much. You are definatly not a freak. You are an anomialy, and that's a good thing. There are others like you, one's with more power, one's with less.

I suggest meditating to try and keep your emotions your own. If your dreams are coming true, I suggest keeping a dream journal and trying to figure out if all of your dreams are true, or just some of them and how long it takes them to come true.

To me, you seem more like a medium then a physic, but you could be both.

From a teens point of view (yeah, I'm only 13) only tell people who you can trust, or they might call you a liar. (personal experience) If they do call you a liar, they just don't want to except it. Always remember who you are and stay true to yourself!

-Lolli ❤
astra (1 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-14)
hey guys thanks for your comments they've really helped, I was sorta nervous about writing my story but now I'm more relaxed that you guys have given me great tips thanks again:)
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-14)
First, you are a bright intelligent young man with a very special gift passed down from your mom. Embrace and learn all you can your guide is still around we have many that come around us at different stages in our lives. You mentioned hearing whispers this is clairaudience, which means you are receiving information psychically through the hearing part of the brain. Clairsentience feels and senses spirit around and senses information psychically. Another term widely used is intuitive emotional empath you are absorbing feelings and not releasing them which is taking you on a roller coaster ride never stopping. Try each day to find, a quiet spot were you could go to relax take a couple of deep cleansing breathes now release all negative emotions that are not yours just let them go. They serve you no purpose to hang on to them once done say to yourself I am whole and centered. Once done surround yourself in a protective bubble of warm white light extend it out see it in your mind. This should help block out any negative icky thoughts. Stay positive if you have questions, there are many here who will help you.
WanderingWayne (4 stories) (107 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-13)
You mentioned seeing one of your guides for awhile when you were younger. I suppose this may be something you have thought about lately, but just to be sure, have you tried asking your guides what you should do? Maybe look on line, maybe on this sight or some other or read some books about how to communicate with your guides. There may be some help ordering you psychic abilities from that source.
valkyrie (2 stories) (40 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-13)
hey sam. Don't worry I don't think youre a freak! I know what you mean. I used to get electric shocks whenever someone's emotion was too strong, and they touched me. Did you know that its more normal now to be abnormal than regular? They did a study on it. Seriously. Anyway, as to what youre supposed to do: is love. Simple as that. To go beyond everything else, all the distraction, and confusion, and pain. And remain intact. You have to make your heart strong. And help others.
majestie (5 stories) (9 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-13)
Hey sam I know exactly what you mean by the emotional roller-coster at school. It's sort of the reason why I don't like big crowds. One way to help control it is to create some sort of energy light around you that only allows a small amout of emotions at one time. I still have trouble with it but it seems to help me when I'm at school. Another way is to concentrate on one person who doesn't have bipolar emotions like a friend, trust me it helps.

Love& Rockets Danny
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-13)
Hi there Sam from the UK I don't see ghosts, but I am occasionally accosted by emotions that aren't mine and I know how confusing it can be. Do you get headaches? One thing I've been trying to do recently when I meditate is to visualise cleaning out these negative emotions you've accumulated, and then protecting yourself with some kind of shield that surrounds your body, such as white or gold light or something that will prevent more of these emotions from getting in. Just don't direct the negative emotions at anyone lol you don't want someone else to pick them up. I know it sounds a little airy-fairy, even to me, (I'm pretty new to this too) but I've been trying it and headaches that I get from nowhere seem to be going away...:)
Declan (2 stories) (10 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-13)
Hey astra, I'm not going to pretend I know everything about this kind of "stuff" or that I know exactly what you're going through.
All I know is you're no freak, oK!
As for the seeing an imaginery friend that's normal for a lot of children ghost or no ghost, and people emotions can relate to you there as I believe I can do that in some sense, but not really sure if its just all my head. But stay calm with it don't forget yourself, your obviously very special little helper.
Best thing to do is when you get home on your bed if its stressed you out, just lay down go sleep or just lay there with your eyes closed and just relax clear your mind of the days troubles. It'll help you.
I don't believe anyone really knows exactly what to do, we're all guessing but the best thing we can do is just to accept it which I'm finding hard myself. And in time it'll become clear and better for us! (I hope haha) Message me anytime if need help or advice. Funhappy [at]
GGxHeart (1 stories) (4 posts)
13 years ago (2010-05-12)
I don't think your a freak, as for your guide disappearing, s/he could have been a Journey Guide, that are meant to help you through a specific point in your life or transformation of character. As for being and empath, that's fairly normal, it just seems your powers of empathy may have come on a little too strong, too fast. In time, you should learn to cope with the strength of your powers, or maybe even suppress them, or gain better control. It takes time, but for now, just know that you are NOT a freak. It's normal for a naturally strong ability to kind of knock you back on your but when it comes on so fast.

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