My name is Calinstra.
I am 13 years old. I was born September 10th, 1996. When I was born, I never cried. I never whined. I was born with strange symbols around my left wrist. What do they mean? Swirld, connected with straight lines. Circles on ends of each line.
Strangely, it's lined with white, and burns when I am in the light.
I am not old enough to deal with things like this.
When I was 10, I ate raw meat. I thought it tasted good, my mom took me to a hospital, and I was there for 3 days. They found nothing wrong with me.
When I was 12, I bit our dog. He was delicious. A freak, right?
This year... God. I can see people who aren't there. I feel them around me, talking to me. Speaking to people who don't hear them. Some are scarier than others. Bloody, beat up... Limbs missing.
I know when things are going to happen. Once, the phone rang. I knew it was going to ring before hand, and had it ready in my hands like a second before the light on it even turned on.
Please help me. I can't figure it out.
I searched for the symbols, nothing.
Anyone else think this sounds familiar?
All I found was that some people have had diseases, blood lust.
I'm not some sparkling vampire person who eats people.
Girls at school call me a freak.
Boys avoid me.
And now this?
My mother tells me to be quiet, that I'm lying. I'm not a liar.
Does she think I like this? Being a freak?
I see no one else walking around with a weird tattoo on their wrist that glows when they touch the light, or when they touch certain things or people.
Once, I kissed this boy?
Well, apparently I'm a good kisser, but anyway...
I wanted to bite him. I don't know why, but he smelled good.
Can this be related to a type of a psychic?
Please help me understand.