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Born With Symbols On Wrist Am I A Freak?


My name is Calinstra.

I am 13 years old. I was born September 10th, 1996. When I was born, I never cried. I never whined. I was born with strange symbols around my left wrist. What do they mean? Swirld, connected with straight lines. Circles on ends of each line.

Strangely, it's lined with white, and burns when I am in the light.

I am not old enough to deal with things like this.

When I was 10, I ate raw meat. I thought it tasted good, my mom took me to a hospital, and I was there for 3 days. They found nothing wrong with me.

When I was 12, I bit our dog. He was delicious. A freak, right?

This year... God. I can see people who aren't there. I feel them around me, talking to me. Speaking to people who don't hear them. Some are scarier than others. Bloody, beat up... Limbs missing.

I know when things are going to happen. Once, the phone rang. I knew it was going to ring before hand, and had it ready in my hands like a second before the light on it even turned on.

Please help me. I can't figure it out.

I searched for the symbols, nothing.

Anyone else think this sounds familiar?

All I found was that some people have had diseases, blood lust.

I'm not some sparkling vampire person who eats people.

Girls at school call me a freak.

Boys avoid me.

And now this?

My mother tells me to be quiet, that I'm lying. I'm not a liar.

Does she think I like this? Being a freak?

I see no one else walking around with a weird tattoo on their wrist that glows when they touch the light, or when they touch certain things or people.

Once, I kissed this boy?

Well, apparently I'm a good kisser, but anyway...

I wanted to bite him. I don't know why, but he smelled good.

Can this be related to a type of a psychic?

Please help me understand.

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PumpkinSpice (1 posts)
8 years ago (2016-06-19)
me personally I am part vampire I don't burn in sun unless you consider sunburns but most of the time it just an uncontrollable itch all over my skin, I'v also had a thirst for blood since I was a kid (btw I'm 16 going on 17) oh I should also mention my very own personal God Damned (literately) demon and he is annoying to all the depths of hell.
harrypotterrules (1 stories) (89 posts)
11 years ago (2013-05-05)
Have you tried going near garlic? Vampires a) drink blood (duh) and b) are sometimes allergic to garlic.
CryptidGoddess (4 posts)
12 years ago (2012-07-05)
Very interesting. You should be proud of your mark. I too have a mark but it isn't like yours, nor is it beautiful like yours sounds. Mine is a simple red mark on the right side of my neck. When it is touched, my entire body goes stiff and I can feel electrical pulses surging though my body, I can't breath and feel the need to defend myself by ripping the person apart.
If you would like to speak to me to discuss our marks. I am available 24/7. Just email me at mikasaionji [at]
AngeliqueBousier (3 stories) (22 posts)
14 years ago (2010-04-05)
Wow. This, to me, seems to be a very interesting point in your life. I will agree with Cloudy; the way you've described it does resemble that of a chain.

I can understand if you're scared or confused. You're only thirteen. I understand completly. I am only seventeen and just now, things are starting to happen to me and are beginning to scare me. And it just happening here lately.

But, yes. You should be proud of your mark and, about the whole "blood lust" bit; I don't think that's anything to worry about. I'm not sure if this is normal for anyone else but, for me, I do eat rawr meat. It is... Mouth-watering. To me. May not to anyone else. My uncle and I are the only ones who eat rawr meat. With, of course, some ketchup. 😆

But, once again my dear, be proud. If people cannot learn to look past the eery feeling and get to know YOU then, you don't deserve them. But, that is just my opinon. And, like armpits, opinons stink. 😉
hales3 (9 stories) (115 posts)
14 years ago (2010-03-24)
I have really taken interest in your story, Calinstra. Beautiful name, by the way. Have you ever tried taking a picture of this birth mark sort of thing? I would love to see it myself.

The raw meat thing isn't bad. My grandmother told me back when she was a kid, her mother, my "GG", gave them small amounts of raw meat because it is actually good for you, and they thought it was delicious, BUT that was when hormones and chemicals were not pumped into the meat, so now I would say stay away from it unless it is raw meat from a wild animal. Even then, be very careful. Remember, humans are also animals, so it is natural for us to do these things.

Now, about people avoiding you, maybe you're putting out a vibe that tells them to stay away, a natural instinctual fear, perhaps. I have a problem with people taking to me also, people often think I am a b**** or that I look unapproachable, but when they finally meet me, they tell me how much of a sweet person I am. It's kind of funny, really. I don't mind being a loner, but company is nice. Every one should at least have ONE good friend.

The mark could indeed be carried on from a past life, or it could be brand new, as in new to this life. I myself have an odd birth mark, it is a crescent moon on the bottom of my left foot, and my grandfather on my dads side shares the same mark. Though mine is slowly disappearing. When I was born, they tried to scrub it off, thinking it was dried blood and it wasn't a normal birth mark, but they couldn't get it off.

You are NOT a freak. People are just closed minded and anything beyond their normalcy is "bizarre" and "scary". Do not tell yourself that being different is wrong, this is horrible for your self-esteem and can ruin your abilities. My best advice to you is meditate every day or when possible, for at least 15 minutes in silence, or listen to soothing music without words, so you concentrate more on yourself than on the words coming up in he next line/verse.

I have no way to describe the wanting to bite another human being. First thing that comes to my mind, and obviously every one elses is Vampire... But let's not go that far.

Please, email me, I would love to talk more about this.

Saidthemoon [at]
Calinstra (1 stories) (6 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-10)
I am not making this up.
Perhaps I was curious on the taste on the meat, but it's what happened.
If this means I am not psychic, then okay. I am more than capable to look it up myself.
And as for my symbol, it appeared after I helped the boy, continuously growing. But it was always there. It only got darker to where it was highly noticable.
Others see it 'glow'. But not like a flashlight glow. HELL, no.
Just like... You know when you look at a spot on your skin where you wore a ring too long? It's like that. Like something sat there, leaving a white ring on your skin where the sun never touched it.
If you donnot believe me, then oh well.
Thankyou for posting, anyways.
AraLestat (2 stories) (15 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-08)
This weird marking on you- Does anyone else see it glow? Or are you the only witness of it's presence.

I do believe we can carry things from past lives or be scarred somehow.

But like the others have said and I get this cold creepy feeling from your post that you are not being a hundred percent honest.

As well as somewhat of a premonition/vibe you made this story up about someone you know to intentionally hurt their feelings.

In that case, you have a lot to learn about yourself and others.

If I am off the wall wrong, which is always possible: You may just have a deep seeded need to want to be different. Embrace your individuality and maybe answers will come?
CloudyCloudyCloud (51 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-08)
Hi Calinstra,

I really wanted to tell you that I agree with the comment made by IWantToHelp, who suggested that the symbols on your wrist could be something from a past life.

I have heard of other people who have marks on their body which resemble gunshots (a scar that looks like a wound and another that looks like an exiting wound) or, for example, a scar with marks that look like stitches. They're a little too strange to be "just birthmarks".

It sounds like your wrist marks resemble a chain. What do you think it looks like? Does it remind you of anything at all? Well, I believe that because the world is holographic, there are memories of past lives that can show up physically. Everything that is done is recorded and stored, and can be accessed again.

I think that the marks on your wrist are important, and might give you insight into your purpose of being here. I think that everyone is here to learn how to love, and if your motivation in everything is love, then you will be alright.

You might want to talk to a psychic in person, if you really want to get some answers or insight. Some psychics can help you to be prepared for major life events. Although you are pretty young, it might be a good thing for you to consider finding a hypnotist who can do a past-life regression.

I hope that you find some helpful answers and advice from the people you talk to. Take care!

~C ❤
VendettaSiblings (guest)
14 years ago (2010-02-08)

Freak? At some point, we all thought that of ourselves. We would love to share some personal experiences with you that may allow you to see that you are not alone. We have sent you an email. Hope to hear from you soon.

Paws (3 stories) (16 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-08) sound like you are a fan of the Twilight Series... Whatever may be happening to you, please do not embellish. Just be honest and factual. It isn't fair to others who need to be taken seriously.
IwanttoHelp (1 stories) (68 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-08)
Its sounds very unbelievable to me... The mark on your wrist could be something from your past life and also the lust wanting to bite others. 😕
Try to imagen a white light around yourself and then a door go through that door, maybe you'll will see your past life open your eyes if you want to stop or go back to the door. I'm sorry but I have to agree your story seems very FAKE, I have to agree with Ouroboros. I hope this is for help to you or other (sorry for my bad English).
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
14 years ago (2010-02-08)
Being psychic is to know things not normally detected by the five senses. Wanting to bite people has nothing to do with being psychic though your knowing who is on the phone before it's announced is.

Other children avoid you probably because you are sharing this information. No one is going to feel comfortable with a person who wants to bite them. Regardless of what you are, it would be advisable to get and maintain control over your urges or you'll eventually face assault charges. You're still a child now but that won't fly when your older. As it is, I'm sure your parents are going to want to medicate you if you persist in this story. They consider it a lie because it's a complete unknown not only to them, but any doctor they are going to send you to. This is not a physical disorder, but a psychological one.

How can any of us say for sure what you are? We have no idea what happened to you while you were in the womb. For example, it's reported that if you want a child to have certain interests you'll read to them while they are still in the womb. You may have endured/heard something traumatic in the womb to cause a psychological deformity. The positive news is that no matter what happens to us as a child, we all have the opportunity to evolve out of any trait or habit that is negative.

Regardless of your desires, you don't have to indulge them and can grow out of them. There is a dark side to all of us, but it doesn't have to dominate. However, if you secretly think this is cool because you've fantasized about being a vampire (maybe have seen Twilight one too many times perhaps) then you'll cling to this trait and lie to yourself that you really don't want to hold onto this behavior.

Eat raw meat at 10? I've heard of a lot more bizarre things kids have ingested.

Ouroboros (1 stories) (29 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-08)
Hmm...according to your other comments, you claimed that the symbols appeared after you supposedly help save a boy.

Something tells me you just really want attention.

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