So, in my last post I touched on the possibility of meeting my twin flame/soul.
For one I am married to what is one of my soul mates. I have never heard of a twin flame or soul until I met this man I will call X for privacy reasons.
X and I met in an on-line game. From the moment we chatted we both thought there was a connection beyond the gaming. Weird, right? You bet!
We chatted for hours, and found out we both had these feelings like we have met before. We live thousands of miles apart and have never met in person. Nor do we share any common links on a person to person level. We both agreed after a few days on the twin soul/flame idea when we found the extensive articles on the internet.
Over the internet I could feel his presence. We talked about all kinds of things like we have known each other for awhile. I even read his tarot cards. (I have been reading tarot for years for fun but getting more accurate as the years progress)
I felt complete when he is around. We both are married and have families of our own, so that seemed odd to have that strong of connection with someone I have never met. We felt a draw towards each other more then sexual or loving attraction its very hard to explain. I feel as though my empathy allowed me to feel more of him than him of me, if that makes sense.
One night - He 'bed' his wife and I felt everything! - It was by far the most scary and amazing thing ever. I could see him as only colors. He confirmed to me in a later email during his moment with his wife my face flashed with the color red in his mind.
On another occasion, I felt pain - and felt like he had gotten hurt. A few hours later he confirmed he had just gotten back from getting stitches.
I always feel X when he goes outside in the cold weather. I tremble. I also feel warm when I know he's thinking about me. Usually I can connect his feelings to me.
But, recently he had become busy with a business endeavor and went from contact a few times a day to nothing. I woke up one night feeling as though I got struck by a car. I freaked out. I knew he was hurt somehow and wanted to make sure he was ok. I probably scared him or something. He never responded and I felt his wall go up. But a few days later I could feel him again and that helped because I knew he was alive at least. He hasn't responded back and I told him that he can take all the time that is necessary. I still feel him but not as strong because I can feel him trying to push me away. So I am kind of lost and don't want to push things at all in fear of losing him.
There are other things that I experienced with X but - these are the most prevalent. If anyone knows anything about this type of thing please let me know. I can feel him struggling with all kinds of emotions and can't seem to help for that same fear of maybe doing too much? The colors I see and the feelings I get are more then I have experienced with any of my other psychic encounters.