Ok all my life I've had weird experiences. I was always a quiet observant child.
As a child and well into my teenage years I use to beg for my angel wings and to be a warrior for God. I was always ready to hear a message from god. And its weird bc my family never went to church and religion was never a big part of my or my parents.
In the 3rd grade I heard my name being called in the bathroom as I was walking in line. I asked the teacher to go the bathroom and no one was there. I thought I was crazy and bring extra.
Now I've graduated to deep internal thought, which leads me to clear thought I know aren't my own. It sounds crazy but its a strong intuitive feeling that your soul is being talked to.
I had and still do have dreams that are messages: I dreamed about a women who was guiding me and teaching me about the light and the dark. And the things we do that puts us in the light or in the dark or in the between
I had a dream God showed me how everything is connected and how he is in everything. I know it sounds like duuhhhh but it's the how we are connected part. Its hard to explain, bc literally opened a tree. But I knew it was him or at least his message and he was not happy Sometimes my dreams come too but like years apart. I remember them bc I rarely dream about people I know.
I'm definitely an empath. I can feel emotions/energy by looking directly at them if I concentrate, sometimes even project a thought. I look direct at eyes when I suspect a liar. Something about looking directly into someone's pupil gives them away lol. Touch doesn't work.
I can also see/in vision auras.
I do believe I have the potential to be a medium but I don't want it. Too many bad experiences.
Even these thing happen often, I still would like to be able to control them when I need to. Is there any one out there who can relate? Or any one who has learned how to strengthen the abilities? Any spiritual mentors?