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Life As A So Called Freak


I'm Courtney.

Ever since I can remember, I've had precognition and premonition.

I was only about 8 years old when I started experiencing these odd feelings, I began knowing what people were about to do before they even made a move. I had this HORRIBLE feeling for days before I found out that my uncle had passed away. Things were getting weird, I started to experience frequent "deja vu's" and vision-like daydreams. Recently, the deja vu's have been happening A LOT. I'll see things I've never seen before such as; this guy sending me a photo of his pet and it felt like I've seen it before, everything was EXACTLY the same. Every single detail.

Lately, I'll visit new places and it feels like I've been there. Not everything would be the same but its the energy in the room, the feelings... It's just all so familiar.

My visions are becoming intense, I keep seeing glimpses of a car accident. The premonition is getting so bad that all I can think of is "who's going to go, this time?" As crazy as it sounds, I can sense death. I can feel pain, emotions and anger.

I have a tendency to communicate with spirits, it rarely happens but when it does, it scares me. It's starting to weird me out... It really is. The only other person in my family who was like me, passed away decades ago.

I can sense who's about to message me, I'll think of them and not even a second later, they message me. I used to work at this café and I always knew when the phone was about to ring too.

Am I going crazy?

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Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)
8 years ago (2015-01-06)
You aren't crazy! I have the same story (I was 5 when my Granddad passed away. I've learned bits and pieces of my family are spiritual but nobody alive really embraces it like I do, to my knowledge.) Seeing stuff out of the corner of my eye and de ja vu and knowing things--All surprisingly common on the internet. I knew my aunt (I never really knew her but I was REALLY little) was going to die when she was in the hospital. I said she was sick...
As for the energy with places and people: DEFINITELY. I can track one of my friends in the school if I have a starting point, but I get a major headache.
Everything has smells that go along with that energy, too...
And beware of random ringing in your ears if a prankster gets near you. Thats been one of my problems lately.
Anyways, just remember this:
You aren't alone, Proceed with caution but curiosity, and follow your own energy path, find positivity in the dark, and may light be with you always.
GrimReaper (1 stories) (9 posts)
8 years ago (2014-12-31)
No, you are not going crazy. You are psychic and you are another that has Death Radar. I call it that or Deathdar because I get warnings before people pass.

With your premonition of a car crash, please be careful and try to warn your family to be careful as well. If you feel it so strongly, it will happen.

You are not alone. Others experience these things too.
ProfKelly (38 posts)
8 years ago (2014-12-24)
Hello Courtney,

Based on the information you provided, you sound like you have been experiencing "Clairvoyant Cognition" with Precognition and Mental Mediumship for quite some time. However, because you seem distressed about it, and it seems to be happening spontaneously, more frequently, and more vividly than you want it too, you are probably experiencing "Extrasensory Conflict."

For more information about Clairvoyant Cognition, Precognition, and Mental Mediumship:

For more information on Extrasensory Conflict for Clairvoyant Cognitives:

Typically, but not always, it is stress or anxiety that is left unchecked and that worsens over time that causes the spontaneous, frequent, and vivid, experiences you describe. If you consider yourself to be a quite stressed or a fairly anxious person, I recommend the following therapeutic options:

1. Consider taking classes in mindful or transcendental meditation, yoga, or consider music therapy and engage in these relaxation practices at least 3-4 times per week for at least 15 minutes.

2. If your stress and anxiety are severe, I recommend making an appointment with a psychologist.

3. Consider taking on a hobby that involves the creative arts at least 3 times a week.

4. Consider implementing a physical exercise routine at least 3 times a week, anything from walking outdoors to aerobic dance.

I hope this information and these suggestions help.

Best of luck!

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