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Need An Opinion, Feeling Like A Freak


First let's start with saying I have NO idea if I'm psychic. I mean I'm not a professional. I've always wanted to go see someone about things that have happened to me my entire life, but I'm unsure what is going on with me. Lets start at the beginning. When I was a young child. Some of my first memories of life are VERY vivid. When I was about 4 I remember waking up because I heard someone calling my name from our living room. I was afraid because my mother was already in bed asleep, and I knew this because all the lights were out in the house. It wasn't someone yelling my name, but almost like a whisper. I remember walking down the hallway, and before I got to the end of the hallway I could see into the living room, and under the coffee table there was this HUGE pair of red eyes and what I can only describe as a white alligator/crocodile under the coffee table. When I met eyes with this my fear grew and I ran to the room my sister and I shared. I woke my sister up, and we were going to go fight this beast to protect our mother and baby brother. However my mother woke up during our commotion to protect the family, and when I told her what I had seen she made me go to the living room with her, and it was gone. Then as I got older things got worse. At the age of 6 I woke in the middle of the night to see shoulder to shoulder shadows around my wall as if someone had painted them there. They spun around the room, and I heard them speaking, but I wasn't sure what they were saying. My entire life I have been able to tell someone how things were going to turn out before they happened. I think things got really weird for me when my dreams started to come true. Often when I sleep I don't dream, but when I do dream they come true. I always felt as though maybe it was some link to God, but that's what I've been brought up to believe. Anywho, during my first marriage I dreampt that my husband was cheating on me. I could see them. As though I was there, but they couldn't see me. It was like I was right there and it was happening. A week later a co-worker who was friends with my husband told me that she saw my husband out with the girl I had dreampt was having the affair with my now ex-husband. As well I dreampt the sex of ALL 3 of my children. As well exactly what they would look like at 3. The majority of the time when I meet someone I feel as though I have known them my entire life. Before my current husband I married I dreampt of him. Then met him online, and we quickly fell in love. When I became pregnant with my now almost 3yr old daughter I knew for fact that I was pregnant, and I was only 2 weeks pregnant. NO signs or symptoms of being pregnant. Like others I know when I'm going to have company, and when someone is going to call me. I'm usually right when it comes to things that are going to happen (drives my husband nuts). Anyways, oh and I decided to look at some stuff. What does a crooked pinky have to do with anything? Will someone tell me. I found it on a website, can't remember the address, but it went on about a crooked pinky. Anyways, I feel just plain nuts talking about stuff. I often dream of a cabin in the woods that I run to for some spiritual reason with an unseen intently chasing me. I saw my great grandmother in my room a week before she died which was weird because she wasn't dead yet, but she had Alzheimer the final stage. A week later I saw a man standing at the foot of my bed dressed in all black with an old farmers hat on. Strange for me because I have no idea what's going on with me. I feel nuts which I'm already a little out there, but I'm not that kind of crazy. Also I get what I call vibes from situations, people, and places. Plus when I was little I saw this what I call a mini tornado go from one room in our home to another room in our home. Later in life my mother saw the same thing and finally believed me. Please someone tell me what's going on with me. I'm not sure what to call me other than me. But I don't feel normal, and talking about it here I feel "safe" to an extent, but I'm not sure if it's psychic abilities that have this happening or if it's something else. Also I would like to know how many people have M in their palms is that normal? Does it mean anything?

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firsteyeblind (8 posts)
11 years ago (2011-03-28)
(crookedpinky) Who can say what is normal lol? I have an M on my hand but its my veins if you find something about that let me know. (Krislove) Dopplegangers are a great mystery to me too!
Krislove (65 posts)
11 years ago (2011-03-28)
I think we're kind of alike. I'm scared of the dark. I don't know why but I am. I'm 27 years old and I'm still afraid of the dark. I always been. I used to hear things call my name all the time but I'm a coward. I would never investigate it as you did. I never notice the crooked pinky nor the M on my palm before (it looks like a fancy M). I just looked when you mentioned it. I'm not sure what that means but I've had vivid dreams before and I still do. Most of them don't come true though. I've had a few that did come true but they were more along the lines of someone's going to get a divorce or someone is going to get sick. I don't remember ever having one about myself that came true. I've had dreams where I've met someone who looks exactly like my physical body but I knew there was another soul in this body. This scared me for a bit. I've also had dreams of a being who leaves me every time with a feeling of great love. (could be my twin flame)

Even if you don't acknowledge it as a gift or curse it's still there. I've learned that it will always be there no matter how much we try to ignore it. I have notice that my gift comes to me mostly at night. I've awakened in the middle of the night with great ideas before and had to turn on my computer and jot them down. It's weird. Could be that I have nocturnal seizures and they are somehow connected but I do get a lot of inspirations at night.

Here's a great website you can check out

I hope your journey goes well.
crookedpinky (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2011-03-24)
Have you had any of these things happen while awake? Sometimes I do this "zoning out" thing, and I have some things come through, but I'm not sure if I should trust what my brain is putting out or if I should trust the person. I've been having some off and on things about my current husband. Not constantly, but there for a while it was constant. It was strange and very intense like with the first husband. <sigh> sometimes not knowing would be better than knowing. 😕
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
11 years ago (2011-03-24)
Cool story which embraces Clairvoyant abilities, I had similar issue with ex also long time ago. Information came through visions during dream time.


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