My name is Joshua. I'm 19 years old and I know I have a gift I just need help finding it I know you can see better with your eyes closed.
When I was like 16 I use to get really bad headaches and I thought it was because of my eyes getting bad but I always had 20/20 vision so I got glassed but they didn't seem to help It seemed like high school drained my energy too many people. I would have people always tell me that I calmed them when I was around and had some say I would be glowing green or they could tell when I was really happy.
My spiritual experiences started really happening when I moved to Arizona with my best friend it was a new area and a new start.
One night we were going to sleep well he was already (we shared the same room) and I laid there tossing and turning like usual then I started feeling this wave of energy going through my body from my head to my toes and back up too my head for awhile it seemed like I was controlling it than I tried closing my eyes and when I did I saw three figures in a triangle and as I focused it was Three people exactly the same reminded me of Buddha and I saw that the person (all girls) had three eyes and I knew it was there third eye than they started rotating over and over. I couldn't handle what I was seeing and I opened my eyes to intense energy I looked at myself and I was glowing than I looked at my friend as he was sleeping and he was glowing blue and I had to wake him up because it freaked me out but I was kind of excited.
I feel energy around me I can't tell if it's good or bad it's just there it bugs me because I like to be alone sometimes I know exactly what others are going to say or doing the I just thought it but you said it and there's a lot of times I just know which way to go or thing to pick but for some reason I go against it and I end up getting lost or I back track I seem to go against my gut feeling but I'm trying not too.
Thank you for reading I just want to help.