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Last Winter

 

Have you ever thought that you were crazy? That the voices in your head are make-believe and that life isn't what it really is? Well if you haven't yet caught on, this is how I felt for the longest time. I don't need help I just want to share my one of my many stories and experiences.

Last December had been one of the bleakest times of the year. The sky always seemed to be grey. It teased and tempted me. I wanted it to snow but I knew it wouldn't. It was Winter break and like most teenagers I craved something to do. So my close group of friends (Dwight, Nova) and I wanted to visit my recently moved friend (Sasha). So later in the day we did that. We did typical things nothing out of the ordinary.

But lately I was anxious to be around Dwight because he had a horrible evil demon hanging on him constantly. I always felt him around due to the energy. But Nova could see him she never asked questions about it in until Dwight brought it up because he could see it too but he said it had been around him for years.

I didn't like this thing nor did Nova. It stood for everything I despised. It took my energy away and fed off my misery. I was always sad around Dwight due to that thing but he was my friend I will do whatever it took to be there for him.

Anyways, we were all hanging in Sasha's room listing to music. Then Nova became withdrawn from the group and sat in a corner. That's when I felt the great pain and misery. It had entered the room.

I'm empathic. I too started to feel withdrawn and joined Nova because she was frightened, she needed me. Dwight and Sasha were becoming involved they had no idea what was going on. Meanwhile I was trying to fight this thing but something inside of me exploded. I got angry. I was NOT going to take this. I was pissed and I thought how DARE you! WHO DO YOU THINK IAM!? (this is all in my head) My heart was beating faster. Then a dark cold engulfed me and fear bellowed and racked the insides of my body. I never show fear and I didn't. I started to think about God. I prayed for help.

It said something. It was talking to me. TO ME. I had never talked to anyone I only listened to the conversations. This is what was spoken.

-YOUR GOING TO DIE. YOUR GOD MEANS NOTHING.

All the angry blew out of me I was left with an eerie calmness.

-I'm sorry you feel that way.

He repeated itself.

-I'm sad for you.

Then somehow, I think naturally I built a wall to keep him out and the others out. It was quite. So beautifully quiet. Then I felt a power take inside of me then I wrote the entire conversation down on paper. I got up and threw it at Dwight hitting him in the face. Then at that precise moment I snapped out of it. I thought why did I do that. Normally I would never do anything of the such. Nova gently shoved me and said

- My mom said that you were talking to it. Stop (her mom is one of her spirit guides she died 5-7 years ago) .

-I did.

-good.

Dwight in the mean time read the paper and exclaimed

-Jesus! What the h@8l were you thinking!?!? Never talk to that thing again!

-I don't know what happened. I just don't know.

I didn't want to talk to it ever again. Dwight went back to his business with Sasha. I felt it glaring at me. His face was burning into the back of my head. I knew that wasn't going to be my last confrontation with that thing. Things started to feel lighter in the room. We all filed out and went and raided Sasha's fridge just like nothing happened. Just like regular teenagers. Eventually the visit ended and we all went our separate ways.

I have been on my guard ever since that day. I have met more like it but lesser ones. But that's for another 2am. Its been six months give or take since acknowledging it. Since then I've meet one of my spirit guides, seen auras, and been having premonitions. I can't always keep the voices out but I'm working on it. Last December happened for a reason it opened my eyes to a whole new world that breathes and lives around us all.

Thank you for your time. Feel free to comment or such.

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Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
I most make a quik comment famillys who have a strong blood line to the past have family demons mine was named ZAG Mite I make a suggestion if you people feel that your read try to call out your family demon and face him not every family has one but some do mine was difficult at first and he even possed me and was making me sing a song about killing native americans. Now I will say one thing the family demon will try to fight dirtier then Lucifer him self because the feed off all your familys sins but when I finaly had to face him it wasn't just him he even envoled Lucifer but he did not do much because he isnot aloud he was pretty much just a spectator but they will bring another demon with them for if it is a male the will bring a female for if it is a female they willbring a male which is there counter parts or mates but there mate are uslly a lot easyer and are a lot more scared of you. One last thing try not to have to meny mirrors around because they will try to use them to screw with you.
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
for some reason I have never seen my aura I don't know why but I can't it is weird can anyone here take a guess on what my aura color is?
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
Lyro
I misunderstood your post. Sorry.
I thought that people too were threatening you.
Lyro (439 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
[at] Rashidah I could really see me going into a police station reporting that demons, and things "that go bump in the night" want to kill me. I would be in a Psy hospital before I could say another word. "/

[at] Eric I was saying that you know how I can piss people/things off really easy.-.

[at] Doublemint Thank you:)
Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
Ask me what? I really don't know what your talking about? Maybe your confused? Anyway if you need help just email me. Maybe I can clear stuff up. πŸ˜‰
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
[to Lyro]
I am not here to argue just wanted you to know that you made a very good point.

D'Mint
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
Why didn't you go to the police.πŸ˜•
Threats are a serious thing.
Lyro (439 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
[at] FeroxFever And why not? Ask Eric, I do a pretty good job at pissing off demons, don't I? I've had countless threats, things watching me, things trying to kill me, and being set up by other things to piss others off to want to kill me. And yet I'm still here.
Snow (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-15)
my aura is usally yellow and bright as no other too. Well I know what I can say is that this thing is not good or healthy.
-Snow ❀
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-14)
those swirls arent just colors and just stuff that have to do with your state of mind they are living things and don't come from any world they just usually show up there I see them all the time and every time of day
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-14)
You raise a good point, we don't realise how powerful our thoughts are, or even WHAT our thoughts are, because normally we don't see them. In the astral they take on physical form, and if you can see aura, they show up there too. I looked at my aura after having an arguement with someone, and my usually bright yellow aura was dull and brown. I also sat in front of the mirror once while meditating upon loving kindness, and saw the most beautiful blues and greens swirling around my head.

I think your state of mind can draw all sorts of entities to you, good and bad, so be careful of what you think and try to stay positive!

Blessings
Adaryn7
FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-14)
For once I can agree with Eric! Demons are not things to be messed with and it may very well not be a demon at all!

Instead of it actually being a demon it could be what I call a "Personal Demon" almost like a manifestation of hate and hurt inside your own mind! In many ways they are as dangerous, but many people here are so confused about demons like Rashidah claimed. Although I haven't seen this from a first hand perspective I doubt it is actually a demon... Your group of friends is psychic yes? So maybe you need to dig deeper and really look at it

It feels evil and wrong you claim, but many of PEOPLE'S thoughts feel evil and wrong. I am not trying to be a jerk, but I encourage yall to dig deeper
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-13)
i agree with you kahlyn most peolpe I know today such as family where very negative ugh my empathy
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
Snow

DEmons as with anything else will get stronger over time.

Today was strong for negative energy... Those who have evil in their hearts.

Something is feedin it... I had to create a ward last night.
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
Ajbenn
I just submitted a story on this site. So I will help you out on my page as soon as it is posted so I will not be hijacting anyone's page ❀
Snow (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
kaylan- I had a feeling about that. Today I was with Dwight I felt it still there still menecing as ever. Can they get stronger in time?
-Snow ❀
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
but but I am not good at theys things I am sorry but I am really not which is why I ushually get help from someone else I am very smart on most things but things about me no I never get them 😒 😭ever since that day well I think it is would you like me to share more about that day it happened when I was in pre school?
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
Honey please take your time and get to know this spirit properly.
You alone can figure it out.
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
wait so your saying I have been speaking to a demon this whole time and I don't know but its spirit pressure and its sprirt are both good and light so I don't think its toying with me mabye its an angel?
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
I did not say you were boasting and I used naruto as only a reference. I was just cautioning that is all. Relax.

And this is the first time I have ever heard a spirit call itself by a number instead of by a name.
πŸ˜•

If this spirit called itself by a number I believe it is playing with you.

That reminds me. Are you referring to the Biblical demons called Legion which means many?
That is the only reference of any demon that calls itself by a number I know.
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
also naruto is a wierd show I like bleach better it seems better than most shows. It is very cool about the deep story line and all the action you can really get into that stuff.
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
rashidah I am not boasting and personaly it is annoying me and I am tierd of it. Also I am sorry if I hurt your feelings or mad you mad I don't like anger in fact I hate it but to get to the point I have been speaking to this person threw telepathy his or her name is #81 could this be an angel that is part of the arc angel or legoin army?
Rashidah (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-12)
Abjenn
Since I came to this site I have been reading a lot about people boasting that they have demons and that demons are attached to their soul and all that Naruto stuff.
I personally do not judge anyone but the word 'demon' has a negative connotation. And although I have had some experiences with them I will be the first one on this site (since no one is cautioning anyone) to say be very very wary of these entities.
It may seem all fun and games now but when they demand a price from you that is when everything seem to go down the gutter.

Everyone has freedom to interact with spirits. But be very cautious.

I really wish that I can read about angels more. That will be nice for a change ❀
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
well for me my demon is weak and I don't know much more it is very fast I can tell you that. As for my take on angels I don't know what you mean?
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
Abjenn

What is your demon?

I am curious what is your take on angels.
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
i agree with you kahlyn on pretty much everything. Man it is making my type more.
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
Snow

Dwight? Sorry I am not following this post closely.

In General

I agree with Feroxfever that the sheilds are easy to create and maintain once you know how. Also Eric is correct going against demons because they are there is hazardous for your health.

Unless you can destroy the demon they will come back with a vengence.

The best way to fight a demon is not to doubt your abilities and guides
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
eric I am sure you do but I have a demon my self its is very weak and it hurts me only when I am weak. I hate it I try to kill it but nothing works holy water woprked a little but it just made it angry
AJBENN123 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
well I am sorry please for give me. But it just seemed to me like she carde about dwight deeply. Judging by that it seemd as if she was able to do it please for give me. And also I am a teenager as well I am 13 and I can already put up mental shields well mabye you could get a center psychic that is like a psychic preist or a demomologist.
Snow (1 stories) (11 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-11)
i do not think I'm ready to attack this thing. But I want to though. Dwight knows just about anything about spirts, demons etc. Earlier in his life he dabbled in that world, but he went in head first and it left him with this thing attached to him. Mabe one day when I'm stronger I can help him but I don't think I can now.
-Snow ❀

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