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Strange Feelings And A Vision I've Never Encountered Before


Hey everyone. Name's Andrew. Recently, I've been getting these strange minor bursts of anger and depression. Sometimes, I become really silent. It's almost like a depressed silence. I just don't talk because I get that "down in the dumps" feeling. Other times, I get extremely angry and maybe I throw something small or kind of start yelling. It could be an anger issue, but could it also be something else? Like last night, when I went to play my PS3 - it wouldn't work because I just used my sister's TV with HDMI but my TV isn't HD - I was so angry that I yelled at the top of my lungs for a decent amount of time. I scared my cat and now I've got an injured diaphragm.

I really had thought nothing much of it, until last night and again today it got a little more weird. Whilst showering, I got the urge to bite my arm (sort of up near my wrist, on the under side of my arm). So, I did. I didn't bite hard, it was an urge that was pretty easy to resist. I just wonder what it might have been (also, thought it was worth noting that I don't think I am becoming a vampire unless someone more knowledgeable might think so). While I had actually had my teeth on my wrist, I remember thinking to myself "Wow, what is going on?" So that was odd.

Also, a bit earlier than that I had a vision of some old Victorian mansion. The mansion was in a setting similar to something that looked like it was out of an 'Old West' movie. I saw a field of grains, but that's about it. Furthermore, It wasn't just a vision, it was a complete feeling of deja vu. As soon as I felt that I had been to that house before (even though I didn't actually recognize it), the vision faded as quickly as it came. The total vision lasted about five seconds.

I don't know, it just seems like these few events were a little too odd to ignore. Also, this is my first story on the site! So, hope someone can offer advice and also hope you enjoy the read. I'm really quite clueless and am sort of feeling a little crazy. So, that's that - Later everyone. Thanks for reading.

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kristien (2 posts)
10 years ago (2010-09-07)
Hi Andrew,

I won't give you any advice on your daily behaviour, except to say, have you ever considered how you feel spiritually? Your vision of a field of grain could be defined in two ways:

1) You are seeing the heart of God, and therefore your vision of a field (ie. Sowing and reaping) could be it's time for you to repent and receive the Lord Jesus Christ.

2) Maybe you are being invited to do God's work and often in times like this we can feel scared and unsure of our own reality. At times we have to pay a price in terms of money, time, energy, etc. (Psalm 126:5 "Those who sow in tears shall reap in joy")
revsilverson (guest)
11 years ago (2010-07-13)
you are not a vampire because they don't exist. However there is a psychosis currently named renfields syndrome where the patient acts as though they need blood to survive.

I am sensing you are experiencing bipolar disorder and need to seek help. Biting yourself is not normal whether you live in a city or in the beautiful country.

Seek help today before you become more of a danger to yourself. There is nothing psychic about hurting yourself and screaming out in anger.

Love and Light...Always
chicken1 (2 stories) (69 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-13)
Do you believe in past lives? You say that this vision happened not long before you got angry? Quite often things from our past lives stay with us for some reason and need to be worked on. Like if you haven't quite learned the lesson from that life time. I'm not saying this is true for you but might be something to look at, especially if you felt like you had a connection with this place. Hope this helps
philosearcher (2 stories) (5 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-13)
I understand. I live relatively close to a few small cities, I kind of reside right in between three of them actually. It's a rural area but it still may not be rural enough. Thanks for the advice. I do know what you mean about the world being in difficult times. I might be picking up on some of that. I still am curious about the visions, however, it could have been nothing. Thanks again!
Panhil (4 stories) (79 posts)
11 years ago (2010-07-11)
It sounds more like your frustrated with your surroundings like Anne said perhaps your soul or mind is crying out for peace away from city like to the place like in your vision. It may be deeper then this but that's just a psychological view. 😊
AnneV (4 stories) (1051 posts) mod
11 years ago (2010-07-09)
Anger issues don't just occur. They stem from something but that "something" may be so vague that it's hard to get to the bottom of. First, where you live may play a part. If it's in a city then the energy there is much more coarse. I would bet that if you went to a place of natural beauty, you'd find the opposite happening. Jobs, relationships, and feelings of lack of control (let's say, against a controlling parent for example) can also cause this. This world is going through some serious problems. If you've tuned in at all in your life, that would make anyone angry (gulf disaster for one).

With all this said, let me give you several more comments as food for thought. As the moderator of this forum, I've read quite a few submissions from people that have had dreams where people start going nuts (I've had this same dream and uncontrollable anger was part of it). One has to wonder if it's at all possible that this is now being artificially induced. If there is any truth to it, know that if there were such a process in place, it's to lower your vibration - all of our vibrations. Interestingly, I found the recent berserk attacks in China eerily similar to the dreams.

Personally, I don't want to give anyone that control. Know that you are not your anger. You did a great job when you tuned your logic (mind) over your anger (emotion). You let it pass with a 'note to self'. So the next time this happens, think of this note and regain your power over self. Too many people think they are their emotions. That is just a layer, not our true being.


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