This post is about something I have experienced during a therapy session.
One day, during a therapy session, I had to draw my emotions on a blank piece of paper. With my eyes closed, I selected a two random crayons and began to draw with closed eyes the emotion that I felt the most during those days. Contempt, I felt contempt for the rest of the world, because it seemed like I had all the answers. I felt superior to other people, and I tried to transcribe those thoughts on to the paper. But when I open my eyes, I saw nothing on the paper. I looked onto my hands and saw that I was holding white crayons. The white crayons drawing were invisible against the paper with the same color.
Frustrated, I placed those crayons back, grabbed another pair with my eyes closed again and tried to transcribe those thoughts onto the paper once more. But when I opened my eyes there was still nothing; I had grabbed another pair of white crayons.
My therapist laughed, and said the paper was trying to tell me something, and I knew exactly what that was: My feelings of contempt and superiority where an illusion, we are all equal. Intrigued, I began to close my eyes, and grab crayons at random and write answers to question I had in my mind. If the answers were written in white, and were almost invisible against the white paper, that meant the answer was false and if it was written in a dark color, the answer was truthful.
As I used this method, I asked many questions in which I already knew the answer and found that it actually worked, it was reliable in finding answers. So I began to write down answers to questions that where bothering me, and the answers intrigued me. Then I began to write down things I didn't understand, something had come over me and was writing for me. When I opened my eyes I had written down things like: have to fight for God, must fight against the dictator.
My therapist was amazed at what she had witnessed, and she told me that before I went to sleep, I should ask for a vision on who was the dictator. So I did. And the dream that occurred to me was quite remarkable.
I was a soldier traveling inside a castle of some sort, it was huge, and made of stone, horrific statues were built in its corridors, and I knew that this place was built by an evil cult that worshiped evil. It was a terrifying place. And I was wandering it corridors looking for something to kill. Then the vision changed, and I was in my philosophy classroom where my philosophy teacher was talking about this structure, and how it contained a vast amount of knowledge. It was all very hard to understand.
I have been doing a lot of research, and I think the dictator is a man that has been prophesied in every major religion, the Antichrist, who will bring the biggest war here on earth.
I had a dream that the world would end in five years, that was in 2007, five years from there leads to 2012. But I am pretty sure the world will end figuratively, so a new world can be built in its place.
And I am pretty sure there is going to be a battle, and the indigo children will be a part of it.
I guess, what I am trying to say with this post, is that something HUGE is going to happen, something with biblical proportions. I'd would like to know what you guys think.
I've noticed that when I smoke a joint with friends and get really I can somehow mentally bring myself on another level of being, but it doesn't happen all the time, just when I smoke a lot at once, and well I was at the beach in the car, and I felt a feeling of pain, suffering, and heartbreak rip through me, it brought tears to my eyes instantly, and I just finished saying that I had a bad feeling that something was going to change that day that will affect everyone, and then a few hours later, the earthquake and tsunami happened in japan. But that wasn't the last time I had this feeling either, about 2 weeks later when I was in my friend's car just driving, everything around me just faded black, and then I beam of light hit me, I only caught a glimpse of this, but it was marvellous. I felt whole, happiness, and love and feelings that I couldn't explain, but then it went away, I became uber depressed, and I started crying saying, "i can't wait to go to heaven, I want to go right now". It was like I was meant to see it, or something but I part of me tells me that it was normal. (experiencing a high level of emotion like that and then major depression right after, I mean that makes sense right? It's like being in love with someone and they break up with you and feel depression right?) I've had many other encounters like this happen as well but now, I think my ability might be advancing... Because now I think I have a form of telekinesis, for some reason sometimes I can feel energy vibes or something, it tingles my brain and I can stair at something, and I can make it move... But it takes a lot of concentration. I felt my first vibe when I was sitting in my living room and I was concentrating on a chair... Thing is, I couldn't move it, but I was able to make it wobble a little a bit I got a major headache afterwards though... I've been practising that since, but the only thing I can do is move paper, but I was able to move pennies, but it takes a lot energy out of me, and right after I have to take a nap... But back to my comment, I think your right, there is a war coming and that there is nothing for us to do about it, however I think it helps us prepare for it after all, this was prophesized thousands of years ago..., do things like this happen to anyone else? And if you don't believe me about my abilities, I'll be more than happy to prove it!