I had received a request to talk about my childhood, it's a hard topic to talk about, because there are so many things I am not proud of. But basically I was a very different child, not like any other I have ever met personally.
From the moment that I first learned to talk, my grandfather said I was a philosopher. I have no idea where he got that from a child that could barley talk, but my grandpa was a very enlightened man and he could see things most could not.
My entire childhood, I would enter profound conversations, with adults about God and the universe, and they would be amazed, and tell me I was a very deep thinker for my age. My teacher once told me that she thought that my intellectual level was higher than normal and that the other kids wouldn't understand me. And that is very true. I always had few friends. In middle school I tried to be accepted by my peers, but that failed horribly, I found out that they talked about me behind my back and I was one of the least popular boys in the whole middle school among the students. But among the teachers I was very much loved. It was always like that. The people my age would see me as almost inferior, and the older ones would tell me I was very special. I was always interested in the occult, and I always did a lot of research. I was fascinated by those fictional stories like harry potter and Percy Jackson. And I always wanted to have some sort of power. And throughout my childhood I would have many psychic and religious experiences. I stumbled upon my powers in France, like I mentioned in my previous post. And now I am delving deeper and deeper in this knowledge, my powers are getting stronger and I finally understand why I was often not invited to parties, why I had problems with getting dates, and why girls thought I was a retard, I was simple hard for them to understand, so they wouldn't accept me.
I travel through life feeling like an outcast, I don't feel welcome in this earth, but I still feel like I am here for a reason. I think I am here to protect them. Protect the people that felt contempt for me, talked bad things behind my back and made me feel like an alien. But I still love them. And I guess I would die for them
This is the fact of my life.