Where do I begin? I have all my life been different then others, even among my very large family. I am mostly of Irish and Native American decent. My grandma (who was born in 1901) told me I would be "special" because I was born with red hair. She told me, all the women in her family line born with red hair had been called witches before they died. She later died before I came into my "powers" so to speak. As I have gotten older it has become so much more stronger. I look at people and tell them things about their lives I could not know or should not know about. It comes to me as easy as breathing. I can take one look at a person and tell if they need a hug or a firm word. I have always looked at this as a gift from God.
I thought I would be all alone in this world with this gift, but one day out of the blue I met a man over the computer who was as gifted as I was. We started talking and before we even knew it, things started happening between us. Like I could feel him touching my face when he looked at my pictures. I could smell the place he was sitting in. One day, I asked him what was that horrible smell all around him, and he said it was a incense. He was in a hot foreign country at the time, and they put it out to help cover up the human body odor of so many people so close together. Anyway, this kind of stuff between him and me grew stronger every day, even to the point that he could tell when I was upset. He read my emotional feelings and I could feel his physical hurts while thousands of miles apart from one another. See he is a soldier, and away a lot overseas, so we only were physically around each other for short amounts of time for the first few years we were talking to each other.
See the thing that I really want to tell about and even ask anyone out there, if they know anything about it, is...? Has anyone ever had a person with psychic gifts (powers) come to them in their sleep and make love to them? Can a pregnancy occur from two gifted people doing this, without touching one another? I mean with the two people not more then two miles from one another? We had a falling out, and he was back in town for a couple of months. I could feel him coming to me and well... Rape is a strong word to use, without him actually being in the room with me, but that was what it felt like. I mean my whole body would move from the motions of the act, I could even feel him inside of me, and the moment he came. I told him I had a boy friend in a email to hurt him because he has a new girl friend. The last time he came to me in my sleep, I woke up with a mark on my wrist, the taste of sex in my mouth, and his smell on my hands. I wrote him an email just asking if he knew anything about the mark on my wrist and he answered that he had four finger print marks on his back also. In all the time we have been talking to each other, and feeling each other, or even been lovers, we have never marked each other before this.
I tried to research the subject of unexplained pregnancy's on line but all I found besides "Mary and Jesus" was one case in France around 1637, were a woman claimed her husband who was away from France for four years had come to her in a dream one night, and nine months later she gave birth to a baby boy.
So I am here talking to the psychic world asking to know if anyone in this whole world can tell me if they have heard of any woman who had a baby by a living male (not a ghost), who traveled outside his body, to have sex with her, which resulted in her having a baby? Or at least an unexplained pregnancy between two gifted people.
Thank you for reading my story. I know it sounds crazy, even to me.