My Life As An Indigo

Its always been hard to tell the story of my life. Because some of the things I lived through are so hard to believe. Even though I've had numerous experiences some voice in my head tell me I'm losing my mind.

I first realized I had powers was when I was in France, I don't remember my age, but it was between nine to eleven. My family and I were sitting on a restaurant table and it was windy, and I instinctively began to control it and play with it by making our map fly and fold with mere mind power. I told my mother that I could do it and she said I was just being childish, and that this phase would end. I forgot about this day and kept living through life as a normal boy. But things began to pick up again in India when I was twelve, I read a book called Percy Jackson and the lightning thief, when it first came out. And I felt something stir inside me, I went to the living room and saw the fan making the curtains ripple. By waving my arms I made the wind of the fan affect the curtains in the way I wanted to. After that day I thought that I was a demigod like Percy Jackson. It was foolishness, but I was just a kid. A doctor told me that I was an indigo child when I was fourteen, back then I didn't understand what that was but now I do, and it makes sense. I'm seventeen now, and I've had plenty of experiences, some psychic some religious I can see energy, and can produce it with my hands, I cured an ant with my hands once with a little help of prayer, flickered candles, extensively practiced areoknietics a little aquakinetics, I can talk to my dog, she doesn't reply, but she obeys my mental commands.

One thing I can do, which I don't know if it's right or wrong and id like some of you to help guide me, is that I can control the body of an animal with my mind, I can't do it to big animals such as my dog, but I can do it to ants and fish, I don't know if it's a sin, it doesn't seem to hurt the animal, but I can't stop feeling like I am violating it.

I had a dream once that I was in a room with two groups of children each group where holding hands one group were wearing black the o the white, I was between these two groups and I was wearing a black and white shirt. The group with the black shirts wanted to dominate the world with their powers, the group with the white clothes wanted to protect it,

I wanted to do the right thing but didn't know in which group I belonged.

The last experience that I wanted to talk about is the most terrifying. I was sleeping in bed, and I seemed to be floating in the air, gazing down my own sleeping body. Then a giant figure made of shadows suddenly appeared and began to choke me, I am back in my body trying to fight his grasp but I can't move, I wake up and he vanishes, leaving me scared out of my wits, but my weariness makes me sleep again.

That's about most of my experiences; I'd like to know what you think.