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My Life As An Indigo


Its always been hard to tell the story of my life. Because some of the things I lived through are so hard to believe. Even though I've had numerous experiences some voice in my head tell me I'm losing my mind.

I first realized I had powers was when I was in France, I don't remember my age, but it was between nine to eleven. My family and I were sitting on a restaurant table and it was windy, and I instinctively began to control it and play with it by making our map fly and fold with mere mind power. I told my mother that I could do it and she said I was just being childish, and that this phase would end. I forgot about this day and kept living through life as a normal boy. But things began to pick up again in India when I was twelve, I read a book called Percy Jackson and the lightning thief, when it first came out. And I felt something stir inside me, I went to the living room and saw the fan making the curtains ripple. By waving my arms I made the wind of the fan affect the curtains in the way I wanted to. After that day I thought that I was a demigod like Percy Jackson. It was foolishness, but I was just a kid. A doctor told me that I was an indigo child when I was fourteen, back then I didn't understand what that was but now I do, and it makes sense. I'm seventeen now, and I've had plenty of experiences, some psychic some religious I can see energy, and can produce it with my hands, I cured an ant with my hands once with a little help of prayer, flickered candles, extensively practiced areoknietics a little aquakinetics, I can talk to my dog, she doesn't reply, but she obeys my mental commands.

One thing I can do, which I don't know if it's right or wrong and id like some of you to help guide me, is that I can control the body of an animal with my mind, I can't do it to big animals such as my dog, but I can do it to ants and fish, I don't know if it's a sin, it doesn't seem to hurt the animal, but I can't stop feeling like I am violating it.

I had a dream once that I was in a room with two groups of children each group where holding hands one group were wearing black the o the white, I was between these two groups and I was wearing a black and white shirt. The group with the black shirts wanted to dominate the world with their powers, the group with the white clothes wanted to protect it,

I wanted to do the right thing but didn't know in which group I belonged.

The last experience that I wanted to talk about is the most terrifying. I was sleeping in bed, and I seemed to be floating in the air, gazing down my own sleeping body. Then a giant figure made of shadows suddenly appeared and began to choke me, I am back in my body trying to fight his grasp but I can't move, I wake up and he vanishes, leaving me scared out of my wits, but my weariness makes me sleep again.

That's about most of my experiences; I'd like to know what you think.

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Ysemay_Zasticia (1 stories) (22 posts)
10 years ago (2012-11-07)
The ability to control wind, as you know, is called Aerokinesis, and it sounds like you are naturally very powerful in this ability. Practice with it!
The ability to control animals is a form of telepathy. The feeling you're getting that you are violating them is from their own minds, because they are confused and scared and don't know what's going on. You would feel the same thing if you put a halter on a horse for the first time, when they don't know what you are doing it feels like they are being violated.
The dream was your subconscious mind telling you that you have these abilities, now it's time to pick a side. You can use them for good, to protect the innocent people, or you can use it for personal gain. A lot of us are being faced with choice now.
The man who tried to strangle you was a shadow-person, which many believe to be lesser demons. You have to learn to control your fear, so that they don't have anything to feed off of and give them power. Though it sounds like, since he only attacked your body when you were in spirit-form (astro-projection), you have already mastered this or other abilities that make them regard you as a threat. Be very careful. Learn to put a shield of psychic energy around your body before you go to sleep. I had to at one point because of all of the negative spirits in my home. I can give you some advice on how to do this if you'll e-mail me at adurnaprincess [at]
peotic555 (18 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-15)
Warsage, sounds like an out of body experience, you should learn to protect yourself so no harm can come to you, like grounding. Good Luck!
Rashidah (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-06)
I understand ghostgirl
The main point I was trying to make is that it is not even an ancient tongue.
European languages (Languages that contain the alphabet) are not ancient like the Non-European languages. Eg Sanskrit and Cunieform

But you are right it really is not hurting us 😆
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-06)
ok guys, I noticed that a lot of you are making a big deal out of Eric's "Exnal de on Hume"
As long as it's not hurting you, I don't see why it matters too much. I THINK I know what that statement means. I seem to have a talent for understanding ancient languages.
I THINK it means "Destruction of humanity" or something along those lines.
I don't agree with this statement, but it is not my place to tell him to stop saying it. I can only shake my head and hope that his saying never happens.

-The path to Light is often made with Darkness-

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
Rashidah (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-06)


Warsage I will like to know more of your childhood
warsage (7 stories) (39 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-06)
thank you for all the comments it is very appreciated. The demigod comment I made was just something I thought as a child, but I am not a demigod, I don't even know if they exist, it would be a nice surprize if they did.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-06)

Eric's telling the truth, it's far older than Latin. I have studied linguistics, and when you don't know an ancient language you try and discern what modern language it may be similar too. I turned up nothing and eventually had to ask. Turns out the language is an isolate, meaning it's not related to anything else, which is why I couldn't figure it out--that, and it's written phonetically--there isn't a Word app for that particular script! ^^

sagemaster (24 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-05)
I don't know exactly what I am Indigo, crystal, even my be a demigod, I thougth I was one before percy jackson In stories a heard about greek mythology, even my friends suggested that. I believe too that we were sent to help out people, and humanity like the rest of you.Psychic, Indigo, crystal, and demigod alike, and the dream of darkness, and light I had that dream too, a long time ago.
MonsieurMystery (12 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-05)
Act as you like, do what feels best. The gut feeling. Continue doing the hocus pocus if you like, if that is the right way to manifest Warsage. Those things are not a miracle and doesn't make one a saint. Many people are in these stuff nowadays, though the science don't know the truth. If you are incarcerated then it turns out to be damaging. I think those kids you saw presented light and darkness as you mentioned. Those things are really going on and difficult to say on which side one belongs. Heart says it - incarcerated heart loves darkness, the light one goes with the friends. ❤
Rashidah (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
Here is my signature note in plain english.

"Knowleadge is the key to Wisdom and Understanding."
Rashidah (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
I study old latin. But I am still rusty at it.
I believe it means Out of Condemantion to fill up Kindness.
Now I could be wrong so I place this latin link with those exact words you use.


I just love studying languages. I believe I will make an excellent researcher 😊
Please be free to correct me.
Thank You
Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
Everyone else has a signature thought I would have one too. But I am 20 so I guess thank you for thinking I am young. I am at heart. Also it's not Latin it's a older lanuage. Well at work have a good day eveyone.
Rashidah (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
I agree with Kathlyn on this one.

Can some please tell me why this kid is always using the same latin phrases over and over again?
Anyway it is probably not important.

I am very interested in knowing more about the indigo ❤
Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
As I said before and this goes out to everyone. Make sure you choose your path correctaly, choose your side. Because what was once powerful now is not. There will be a loser and a winner. The loser fate is sure distruction. Exnal de on Hume.
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
I agree with Ghost Girl in this. Not everything will be clear and present in a neat little package we must discern the truth for ourselves.

As Indigo a lot of people will seek us out for our abilities and use us in their version of what is good and evil.

The problem is we choose our own path or let others choose it for us.

The human race will have to choose to act responsible for this world and mother earth. Of late they been choosing the path of ignorance and demonized knowledge.
taffyinky (4 stories) (108 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
When it comes to choosing sides, let your instincts tell you what side could be good or evil. Just like ghostgirl3512 said, dark doesn't always mean evil and light doesn't always mean good. Go with your instincts. They usually put you on the right path.
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
Your last experiences was an Astral Projection. This is where you're spirit, you soul, leaves the body. And who knows what hangs around your bed? I don't know why it choked you, but you should tell it to go away. It's your body, you have authority.

As for taking control of animals, it's not a "bad" thing. Ask permission to enter the animal before you try and control it.

You are also an elemental, mainly to the element wind.

I also read that book. It was good wasn't it? I believe in the goddesses and gods because I am a wiccan. But I don't think there actaully a "person" They are simply nature. Everything, and nothing, all at the same time. So, demigods, I don't think are real.

I am also an Indigo. It's said we need to change the world. And we do. The children in black and white: They represent good and bad.
One side will try and destroy the human race, taking down Earth itself with it. The other side will change the human race, restoring the planet.
It's up to you to decide which side you belong too. You have free will and no one can force you. Just remeber, dark dosen't always equal evil, just as light dosen't always equal good.

-Love and Light-

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
alpha68 (3 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
I am an older generation Indigo. One of those that's supposed to clear the path for future Indigos and Chrystal children. My own children are one or the other and possess different abilities as do I. I to am waiting for 'something' but also feel a strong connection to helping humanity and mother earth. I wonder how it will turn out?
OverComeLostOne (1 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
I feel really terrible but... What is an Indigo? And a Crystal? Please tell me... Tummy flipped when I read them:) Merci! ~'R'~
Aquaxamatista (1 stories) (62 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-03)
Like Indigo girl said don't feel like you are going crazy because your not... I'm also an indigo child or so I have been told and I have different abilities... Actually mine are not really at all similary to yours but then again we are all different. Better yet sometimes I can manipulate people with my mind but SOMETIMES lol. Also I randomly get these premonitions of things that are going to happen. I guess you can say I have a lot of energy. Ever since I was young like 2 I have always known I'm here to do an important mission in life or like I'm going to be someone important... Currently I want to become an environmental lawyer to help the environmet and much more! Anyway I can babble more but for your dream it sounds like what is going on in reality. I guess it just shows in which side you stand on or even in the middle... Anyway please email me at Amatistaf [at] real name is Diana and I'm 17 like u! 😁
can_u_help_me (2 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-03)
the dream that you had about the black/white shirts, is called spiritual warfare, it means that God and Satan are battling for you, you need to pray about it, I have heard many stories about dreams like this one, you must pray to the Lord to help you.
HaVeN (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-02)
I am a crystal child with a bit of indigo. I talk to animals and they talk back. You are feeling like your violating them because your it is not your body. I can control only dogs because my totem animal is a wolf. I am very conected to nature and animals. Oh also on oyur last experience you were attacked by a demon. I have been attack a lot of times. If you need help email me at peace1546123 [at]
Als owas I one of those people you were talking about. I would probably be wearing black because that's my fav color. I would be on the black and white side.

Love HaVeN
IndigoGIRL (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-02)
Its okay, you are not the only Indigo child here (I am also one but that hints the name). We are put here for a reason. So don't think you are loosing your mind. 😊
With your experiences they sound a lot of what I had (mine are a little more controlled now). Also you are lucky to have these gifts, You have a lot of them so use them for good and keep on training. One sounds like mind manipulation. In my terms, cool!

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