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My Spiritual Experience


As a very young child I have always spoken to myself loudly when I am alone and I still do until today. If someone was to observe me, they would think I have lost the plot, because I talk to myself as though I am having a proper conversation with myself just like I do with anyone else. I never understood this, but feel very comfortable doing it.

In the past 6 months, I have started to experience things out of the extraordinary. It all started one night when I was in deep sleep, and all of a sudden, I feel as though I am consciously aware that I am in deep sleep, and that my head is starting to shake. I could hear a really loud noise (a noisy machinery) and when I closed my eyes I felt as though I saw lights and colours and that I was zooming into something. This really scared me, so I tried to wake up and move, however, I could not move at all. My body had become very numb and I could not even shout or speak; only my eyes could move. It all lasted for a few minutes. Now, as this has never happened to me, I was really left with a confused mild headache, thinking what was this? The same thing has now been happening to me more frequently and I am now starting to believe as though these may be Out of Body Experiences (OBE).

For the past few months, I have started seeing random images of people doing various things. When I experience the images, I am consciously aware and awake, and so these are not dreams. The images do not last long, they just jump from one image to another and I have no idea as to who these people are. But when I do have these images, I feel as though I can perfectly sense where the people are, for example, if they are at the bus stop, at a club, and so on, even though I cannot see where they are.

All the above experiences, started to scare me and I became very frightened. As a result, I had months of sleepless nights as I thought I was being watched by someone and or that someone was in the room with me. So I had to always sleep with the light on, but even when the light was on, I still felt very scared and felt as though I need to keep my eyes opened, or else I might see a ghost. I had become very sad and very angry due to the lack of sleep which started affecting me with my personal life, work life and my family.

Only, in the last couple of months have I started to believe in Angels and Spirit Guides and the more I am talking to them and asking for help, the more I am starting to have spiritual and psychic experiences and importantly receiving help. My faith in spirituality is increasing and I have recently started attending a Spiritualist Church. As soon as entered the Church, I felt at immediate peace and felt as though I was meant to go there. I have had some healing sessions at the Church and the mediums at the Church told me that I should always protect myself with either a purple blanket or a red and gold blanket in order for me to sleep better. And I have to say that I am sleeping much better than before (touch wood!) and I feel I have received answers to my various questions and doubts.

I have attended the Psychic Circle at the Church only twice, but felt as though I have learned a great deal. Recently, I was having a conversation with my younger sister who is having some problems at school. When she initially started to talk to me, I was not sure as to what I should advise her or tell her to make her feel better, as she was feeling very very down. But, all of a sudden, it was like a miracle, I started to tell her so much and she was amazed and so shocked as to how I knew some much about the situation. I had never imagined that I could sense so much in my life, but I was at peace when I was telling her and it felt as though I was being used as a voice to give her messages from God.

After the very long conversation, my sister felt a sense of tranquility and inner happiness and she said I am so glad I spoke to you. The feelings I got after helping my sister was so divine and phenomenal. I am very sure that it was my Guides and Angels helping me. I thank them.

Turning back to what I began writing about, I think have now started to understand that perhaps I have always talked to me guides and angels but without realizing it and that I am indirectly talking to them. And I could sit here writing pages and pages about my every little experiences, but what I have written above is an overall picture of what I have experienced.

I would appreciate all your comments on this and your thoughts as to what you think could be happening to me as I still feel quite doubtful and confused. Thank you for reading this. Amen.

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HeavenlyGlory (3 stories) (8 posts)
10 years ago (2012-07-02)
When I was little I also talked out loud to myself and now I still do, like a regular conversation that I have with someone. My family thinks its weird and ask me why I do it. I tell them I feel comfortable and feel that someone is there close.
Sunshine3 (1 stories) (6 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-05)
Hi Rouge Elegance,

Thank you for your sweet comments, I really appreciate it. Yes it did feel very magical and as you mentioned angelic, it was a beautiful chat.

Yes I can understand about you walking with a bounce, as I also have a earth angel. Whenever I leave after talking to them, I feel as though I am on top of the world!

I would be delighted if my sister thought I was that special to her, thank you for such kind words.


❤ 😁
jen_eic (4 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-05)
thank you so much sunshine! I will research it to get a better understanding!
❤ Jen
RougeElegance (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
Dear Sunshine3,

As a response to your moment with your sister...

It sounds like that was an "angelic" moment. Your sister feeling a sense of tranquility and inner happiness sounds like it was a really beautiful time for the both of you.:)

I've had those moments before, but I think it was the other way around. The woman that I was talking to was the one that made me feel like I embraced by a gold aura and I felt so happy. I would leave walking with a bounce in my step and feeling really happy. She is my teacher and mentor, so I'm so happy that I have found her. To me, she is like an angel.

I'm certain that that's how your sister felt about you. 😊

-RougeElegance ❤
Sunshine3 (1 stories) (6 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
Hi jen_eic,

Yes it was like your experiance, I was trying to shout too, and move, but I could not move. My head was shaking so much and I could hear a loud noise. I could only move my eyes and when I closed my eyes I kept seeing flashing lights and colours and as if I was zooming into a image, video clip, or a dream. At first I thought it was a physical problem, but I believe it was actually a spiritual experiance. In the beginning I also only had a few experiances and thought that was it, but then I started to get more and more similar experiances. I have researched about this a lot on the internet, if you would like to know more then just google Sleep Paralysis and Out of Body Experiances, you will recieve a lot of information and it might help you understand more about your experiances.

I think that you also had a spiritual experiance. I used to be very very scared at first, but it has reduced now as I am used to it, but I have started to pray more and I do not get them as often, so if you do feel uncomfortable next time you have one, just pray and ask for this to stop, and hopefully it will.

jen_eic (4 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-04)
i have also been through a similar situation my body was numb I couldn't move or breathe my eyes were half way open I was trying to scream so bad so someone can help me until finally I got free and immediately began to breathe fast. This has only happened to me twice. I do not know if its just my body or a spiritual thing. What do you think? Was yours similar to mine?
RougeElegance (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-03)
To Sunshine3:

Thank you! I'm glad that I made you feel better!:D

I can just "sense" things too. The time as well. I tend to freak people out because of what I can sense. You are not alone Sunshine.

I never felt like I was in danger when I had those OBEs. I was just floating having a good time. I was a little perplexed by what what happening, but I did not feel danger. I know when there is danger and I know that I am protected.:)

I'm sure we have a lot more in common!:D

-RougeElegance ❤
Sunshine3 (1 stories) (6 posts)
12 years ago (2010-07-03)
Hi Rouge Elegance,

Thank you for reading my story and sharing your similar experiances with me. I could really relate myself to you,:). I appreciate it. You have made me feel much better as I no longer feel the odd one out!Thanks!

I can understand about sensing who is ringing, because I also get feelings of who could be calling. Another thing I can sense is the time, it's almost like numbers just come in my head, and when I check the time, I am exactly right! It's really weird.

That is beautiful that you feel a golden surrounding around you because that means your being protected, which is great.

I have recently started reading some books which are helping me a great deal, they are both by Sonia Choquette, one is called "Ask your Guides" and the other is "Trust your Vibes", they are mainly for spiritual development, if your interested:) (not sure if you have read them!).

If you do not mind, I had a question please,
When you were experiancing those Out of Body Experiances, did you feel you were in danger or did you feel scared?


RougeElegance (guest)
12 years ago (2010-07-02)
To Sunshine3:

I remember very little about my childhood, but, I do remember the some of the things that I did.

I used to speak to myself as well and I had a HUGE imagination. I could just be playing in the fields and it would be my whole world...I'd just have to imagine it. It just comes natural and most of the time I don't notice it when I'm "imagining" things in my mind. I just thought that I'd point that out:)

I can understand your experience, because those things have happened to me but in separate segments.

I was aware that I was sleeping but my spiritual body was hovering a few inches on top of my physical body... I couldn't have been a part of it because I felt separated. My mind was Alive and thinking like it was fully energized and awake, while I was aware that my physical body was asleep.

Once, as my body was sleeping, I heard a noise... It was like "alien" technological language and I felt a gold ball beside me. I was amazed after all that. I heard a special noise on my left through my wall and I felt something profound. I cannot explain it in detail, because that was a long time ago. I just know that it was something very special and I was amazed.

Another time, I woke up and went to the living room to lay down. I do not know why, but I just laid on the floor. Then, I couldn't move my physical body. It felt like I was pinned down and numb. I think it was my spiritual body that was trying to fight to move, trying to yell for help. I was screaming, but my mouth wasn't moving. I heard my brother and mother talking in the kitchen, but they didn't hear me. When I finally could move, I didn't speak about it.

After hearing about Out of Body Experiences, I wanted to have one. But now that I read your story and remembered what had happened to me, I think I've had those as well! It happened a lot.

I can sense where someone is as well and also can sense when someone is calling... I just FEEL it.

I've been through periods of my life where I FELT like someone was watching me and following me. It was hard to ignore. That was a hard time for me to go through, but I just went through it. Those were important experiences.

I can understand your experience with your sister as well... Because I've felt that when I talked to my role model and piano teacher. I felt like I had a golden surrounding around me... Like an embrace.

There are many people out there going through the same experiences that you are going through.

It was a pleasure to read this:)

Contact me if you'd like:D

-RougeElegance ❤

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