First of all I'd like to thank everyone for taking time to read my ramblings I'm about to write and thank anyone who may be able to offer some advice.
So I'll begin.
My name is Kev I'm 36 and live in Worcestershire UK.
I've been experiencing closed eye visions when trying to get to sleep, mostly colour flashes that has been happening for sometime but more recently I have been seeing faces!.
Now a little back story that may be of some significance.
A few years ago I went with some friends for a (bare with me!) ghost hunt experience completely skeptical about the whole thing. I won't go into too much detail but I actually had a image of a hooded figure appear over my shoulder and needless to say it freaked me out somewhat.
As a sceptic I dismissed it as getting carried away with the moment etc etc.
A couple of months later totally unrelated my father passed away due to alcoholism and shortly after my faithful old dog passed away. This had a dire consequences on my mental health and I slipped into a state of depression!
Now the part I believe is of most relevance.
Whilst battling this condition I decided to look into meditation to try and help me combat the insomnia that was plaguing me at the time.
I found various guided meditation videos and gave them a try.
I found them to be very helpful and my sleep improves and I find myself feeling better and manage to break the depressive state.
Then I found guided videos on how to open the third eye through meditation and gave them a go too.
Now if I try and meditate I find the experience uncomfortable and I get the visions I mentioned at the start.
But most recently I get these colour flashes and fleeting faces every time I close my eyes for any length of time.
So I'm seeking advice of the psychic community so I may be able to focus on these faces as I believe I may have unwittingly started on a path of spiritual awakening!
I'd like to add that I was always a sceptic and my Aunty on my mother's side always claimed to be a clairvoyant and she regularly visited her local spirtualist church. I always disbelieved her thinking she was some what eccentric, maybe she actually was clairvoyant!
I welcome any advice on what I should do next.