My experience started ever since I was a 10 years old hard to explain because I don't quite understand it to this day. When I was a child age 4, I would be sitting drinking my milk my own grandfather did for me right there I saw a flash of my own life going fast didn't quiet see the pictures very clear.
After that being only so young, you try to let things go. With this happening to me not having anyone to speak about it and explaining it to me I would guess it was something normal to go through. Little did I know not everyone has an experience like mine.
When I was ten years old, I was in elementary school My grandmother appeared right in the door way to make it more clear my grandmother is not alive she past away when I was 4 years old and I was feeling lucky with that experience. The last time I saw her was when I was two years old, I left my country of where I was from with my mother and father for a better future.
At the same age of being 10 years old I would be at home in my room looking out my window and all of sudden there she would be with my grandfather also. I would accept anything else that happened. I grow up not feeling scared of seeing them. Things like this who could I tell about it. I did end up telling my mother. Because I know it was only the beginning. Things started to change for me, I saw people different I would know how they were and feel if anything was wrong with them which in that time it wasn't so strong this feeling. I would even get dreams that end up coming true. All of this made me wonder if I was alone.
Time has passed when I was 19 years old, I saw my cousin boyfriend dead in a coffin. I never said anything because with all these things that have happened to me no one would believe me, The next part is what scares me the most because two weeks after I dream with her boyfriend being dead. He actually did die and when I went to the funeral he was the same way I saw him in my dream. I was not happy because I could of said something but then again I can't stop things from happening. I also learn to do tarot cards
I started dating for 4 years, there wasn't that big connection with him and I couldn't tell him about this part of my life because I was afraid of him leaving and as everything that I was hiding from him is evil to his family. When I know I can't hide things that are part of my life daily. I end up getting married with him thinking it would last forever. We didn't even make it to the year because I was hiding who I was from him and in the middle of this year I told him how things were for me and the things I enjoy were not expected by his lifestyle meaning I wouldn't be able to be me. He even called me witch. And this is a person your suppose to call your soul mate not even close. I kept getting bad vibes from him and his family that's when I ended it all after being cheated by my own husband.
In the middle of this year I did meet someone who we have a strong connection and that lately weird things have been happening. This person is far away from me. I could feel something so strong like if he's sad upset. That's not the important part there was an other night where we both couldn't sleep. My dog started barking the whole night looking at the hallway and I was so scared I felt something so strong like there was something about to happen and scared me a lot. I knew something bad was going to happen.
I wasn't the only one that didn't sleep that night he also had the same experience in the night. We become so close that its scary. I would know if anything is wrong I could actually feel it.
Right now just recent I had one of those weird nights again my phone started calling him. I now know we have such a strong connection that we can even finish our own sentence. He has the same things accrued to him as I do so we don't hide anything. I have found out that what I have is a gift just not sure how to use it. I know it better to be myself its just not everyone. I wanted know does this connection ever happen with everyone? I know that it happens with him like I can't even hide anything to him.
He being faraway from me can even feel if I laugh or cry. Also I notice that with my own mind I say things will get better and they do. He told me needed to sell something I said you will sell it soon. And two days later he sold it. He said I did something good. So things tend to happen the way I say.
I'm still unsure I need more, answer to everything that is happening to me. I know I will find it soon. I also get the experience of being out of the body like I can be staring at you and my body would be there but not me. I won't give up I know what I have is something good and powerful.
Everyday its something new for me and I'am prepare for anything. Right now I'am getting divorce because I was not going to be with him for the rest of my life I saw it coming.