You are here: Real Psychic Experiences :: Channeling / Guides :: An Ability, A Calling, Destiny, Or?

Real Psychic Experiences

An Ability, A Calling, Destiny, Or?


Since as far as I could remember I felt as if I had a larger purpose in life. This feeling has haunted me everyday since then. I feel as if I was meant for more in life then I am currently doing. I have this overwhelming feeling that I am being drawn to Vancouver B.C. For some reason and once I am there things will start to fall into place. I have had epic dreams that are so vivid that I have remembered them for years in perfect clarity and detail.

But besides that I have always had an ability to feel people's emotions around me. At times these feelings have been so strong that I have been able to speak with people I have just met and have been able to connect with them on a level they have not been able to connect with anybody else. For example, I met this random girl one day and we stuck up a very long conversation. During this conversation I was able to look into her eyes and it was as if I was hit with an overwhelming flow of emotions. I was able to look inside of her and feel what she felt. The feelings I felt from her painted a story of her life and I was able to read the last 5+years of her life through emotion. It was as if I was reading a history book of events that occurred but these events were a time line of emotional ups and downs. It is hard to describe in words. After an hour of conversation with her I felt I was in a zone of clarity and started telling her about herself emotionally. For example I told her about how about a year ago she had this great sadness in her life but it wasn't from a death or loosing a job but It was from a relationship that failed after a couple of years. Then I told her about how she made peace with herself but it took almost a year. I went on to tell her how she currently feels empty and alone in the world. She lives out her day to day life with no direction and no goals. Just as an empty shell searching for something, yet ignoring everything. Before I could finish talking she started to cry heavily. She couldn't stop and was totally taken by how I knew so much about her.

This is just one example. There have been more and at times I feel as my gift is strengthened and at times it's just normal. This gift feels as if it is a curse at times as it is very difficult to block emotions from people at times. Sometimes I feel as if I have the weight of the world on my shoulders and it crushes me.

Over the years I have had people come to me for advice in relationships and life in general. I don't understand why but I am able to help them. I open up the world of possibilities to them. Over the length of our conversations I find I am able to read not only the people I am speaking with but the person they are currently connected to. I.e. Their signification other or somebody they are infatuated with. I am able to give them advice to help them get what they want or help them make a decision regarding their situation. My track record has had about a 90% accuracy rate.

What does this mean? Am I empathic? Do I have some sort of emotional reading and healing abilities? Please help as I have searched my whole life to find somebody I can connect with on the same level as me but have been unsuccessful. The connections I make with people when I help them are a one way funnel to me. I am able to help so many people and provide so many answers and clarity but have not been able to find somebody I can communicate with at the level I can connect to others. Which bring me back to Vancouver. Through my dreams and pure instinct I believe answers lay in Vancouver BC.

Thank you for listening and helping if you can.


Other clairvoyant experiences by apollo

Medium experiences with similar titles

Comments about this clairvoyant experience

The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, apollo, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

Apollo-s_Priestess (22 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-11)
I know exactly what you mean when It comes to fellings about the future. I get then too, I also can sometimes sence the emotions of other however not as well or as reliably as you seem to.
I also have other abilites so I understand about felling like you carry the weight of the world on your shoulders.
I'm only fifteen yet I have visions and fellings about future events, see the dead, converse with spirts, have feelings about the future of an individual, have flash backs of a life, my life, as one of the first people Zeus created (I believe in Greek mythology, oh and I love your screen name) and I might be starting to write prophecys instead of normal poetry.
apollo (3 stories) (2 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-24)
xsoifonx - How long have you had these abilities? What do you do to strengthen them? Lately I have had little contact with my old cirlces of friends and the only way I could strengthen mine were to use them by helping people.

Anybody have any idea's?
apollo (3 stories) (2 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-24)
- Rilan - So I am empathic. Thanks for clarifying that. Its nice to put a name to it. I am going to see a Psychic on March 19th maybe he could help me as well.

- Lokibo - Thank you for the kind words and prayers. It means a lot to me.
xsoifonx (1 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-24)
Haha, I just signed up for this site about 5 mintutes ago, because I could no longer ignore the weird things that were happening to me, and I've already found someone with the same gift. It's exactly the same with me. I started just with wonderful insight, but lately I can feel people's emotions and get random visions of their pasts. I instantly know things that they've never told anyone and than I can tell them exactly what they need to hear to feel better. I, too feel like I've been chosen in life for something important. Also, when I talk to people, I also can read the person they currently have a problem with and know why they're causing it and what the other should do to fix things. Same with you, 90% of the time I'm right. And also, I feel as if the burden of all the people in the world is on my shoulders and I have to save everyone. It's not possible, but I believe I have to try. It makes me very sad sometimes though, I feel like I shouldn't know things about random people that they haven't even told they're loved ones and I feel like I'm prying. You probably feel the same. You should go where you feel you should, usually feelings like those are important. I'd love to talk to you, because I'm confused about this ability as mine and I too came to this website to look for someone to talk to with the same ability as me.
LoKiBo (2 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-23)
"Since as far as I could remember I felt as if I had a larger purpose in life. This feeling has haunted me everyday since then. I feel as if I was meant for more in life then I am currently doing."

Dearest Apollo,

You are.;)

After reading your words, I sensed that my God (Jesus of Nazareth), wanted to tell you the following, "For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you... Plans to give you a hope and a future. Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will search for me and find me when search for me with all your heart... I will be found by you," declares the Lord.

I pray that God blesses you and that you will walk in the ancient paths that God pre-ordained for you before the foundations of the world. I pray that you will answer the calling from God on your life and fulfill all your purpose and destiny.
Rilan (1 stories) (103 posts)
14 years ago (2010-02-23)
I have never read the story of anybody who meets the definition of empathic more exactly than you.

It would be nice for you to find someone else who is like you so they could read you just as much as you could read them--somebody who you can connect with at the same level. You just need another strong empath. Two empaths having a conversation would be a very emotional experience.

But--when psychics are together, their abilities amplify, so both of you would probably have even more psychic experiences. I don't know if two of the same type of psychic being together make the abilities even higher than two psychics of different kinds being together. But logically, it would seem that way. It might be overwhelming. Then again, it doesn't happen that way in all cases.

To publish a comment or vote, you need to be logged in (use the login form at the top of the page). If you don't have an account, sign up, it's free!

Search this site: