Since as far as I could remember I felt as if I had a larger purpose in life. This feeling has haunted me everyday since then. I feel as if I was meant for more in life then I am currently doing. I have this overwhelming feeling that I am being drawn to Vancouver B.C. For some reason and once I am there things will start to fall into place. I have had epic dreams that are so vivid that I have remembered them for years in perfect clarity and detail.
But besides that I have always had an ability to feel people's emotions around me. At times these feelings have been so strong that I have been able to speak with people I have just met and have been able to connect with them on a level they have not been able to connect with anybody else. For example, I met this random girl one day and we stuck up a very long conversation. During this conversation I was able to look into her eyes and it was as if I was hit with an overwhelming flow of emotions. I was able to look inside of her and feel what she felt. The feelings I felt from her painted a story of her life and I was able to read the last 5+years of her life through emotion. It was as if I was reading a history book of events that occurred but these events were a time line of emotional ups and downs. It is hard to describe in words. After an hour of conversation with her I felt I was in a zone of clarity and started telling her about herself emotionally. For example I told her about how about a year ago she had this great sadness in her life but it wasn't from a death or loosing a job but It was from a relationship that failed after a couple of years. Then I told her about how she made peace with herself but it took almost a year. I went on to tell her how she currently feels empty and alone in the world. She lives out her day to day life with no direction and no goals. Just as an empty shell searching for something, yet ignoring everything. Before I could finish talking she started to cry heavily. She couldn't stop and was totally taken by how I knew so much about her.
This is just one example. There have been more and at times I feel as my gift is strengthened and at times it's just normal. This gift feels as if it is a curse at times as it is very difficult to block emotions from people at times. Sometimes I feel as if I have the weight of the world on my shoulders and it crushes me.
Over the years I have had people come to me for advice in relationships and life in general. I don't understand why but I am able to help them. I open up the world of possibilities to them. Over the length of our conversations I find I am able to read not only the people I am speaking with but the person they are currently connected to. I.e. Their signification other or somebody they are infatuated with. I am able to give them advice to help them get what they want or help them make a decision regarding their situation. My track record has had about a 90% accuracy rate.
What does this mean? Am I empathic? Do I have some sort of emotional reading and healing abilities? Please help as I have searched my whole life to find somebody I can connect with on the same level as me but have been unsuccessful. The connections I make with people when I help them are a one way funnel to me. I am able to help so many people and provide so many answers and clarity but have not been able to find somebody I can communicate with at the level I can connect to others. Which bring me back to Vancouver. Through my dreams and pure instinct I believe answers lay in Vancouver BC.
Thank you for listening and helping if you can.