Please bear with me as I'm new to explaining and figuring out my experiences.
A little backstory: I'm now 34 but as a child, I had experiences that were unexplainable to me. Too many to go over here but the most alarming were dreams I would have just before an event that were premonitions of the event happening. Two instances that stood out were the deaths of relatives that I dreamed just before they passed. One was a great uncle and I dreamed I attended his funeral and then a week later he passed and when I was at the funeral, I then realized I was in the very church and seat from my dream. I had another one very similar to this for another relative. As a child, as you can imagine this was very upsetting but I was also afraid no one would believe me so I just buried it and went about life. I have very vivid dreams and over the years, I have had several other dreams that were premonitions but they were not as major as a death. I actually kept a dream journal as a teen because I was afraid of dreaming of an immediate family member's death.
I've also had issues with electronics and technology not working well for me my entire life. Cars, computers, wifi, televisions, you name it - when I'm around you're bound to have issues with it. I have NUMEROUS situations like this. Reading through this website, I see that it could be electrokinesis?
I also sense spirits and have always had occurrences happen in every house I've lived in. In my current home, my son's toys randomly go off when I'm around (which maybe this could be my own electrokinesis? I don't know) and objects disappear and reappear that belong to me and I sense a presence around me many times a day. I've had these things happen since I was about 7.
Now all that said, while I have always had a pull toward learning about the spiritual realm / psychic and clair abilities, etc. I tend to live more in the rational space of my mind so I have always tried to just ignore all of these events and write them off as something rational that could've explained it. Of course most of it can't be explained rationally but the most alarming to me was a dream I had last night about a friend that I worked with last year.
I dreamed she went in to have some sort of surgery and died on the operating table. We have not spoken in quite a while but because it was so upsetting to me, I texted her this morning to make sure she was doing ok and mentioned I had a weird dream about her (didn't mention she died because that would be a shock) and low and behold - SHE WAS SCHEDULED FOR SURGERY THIS MORNING but at 3am, got a call from the doctor that the surgery would suddenly have to be rescheduled. So of course this floored me and I realized that I can no longer ignore that I have some kind of ability.
Whew - so all that to ask, if anyone can point me in a direction for me to figure more out about what ability I may have and how I can learn more about it and learn to become more aware of it instead of it freaking me out?