Help Me

I want it all to stop the dreams the pain that I have to go through knowing something bad is going to happen and I can not stop it I try to stop it in my dreams in hopes of stopping it here in the real world but I fail most of the time I feel the pain that others go through in my dreams and visions I sometimes wake up with bruises recently I lost my mom but her death was different because usually I sometimes see the person in my dreams before they passed but with my mom I did not I sensed it though its weird but me and my mom always had some kind of connection every time I'm sick she feels it vice versa, I had a dream that one of my aunts was being stabbed and while I was in that dream I awaken to a call that my aunt was being rushed to the she was stabbed the only thing is it was not the aunt I dreamed about it was another aunt. I have tried to be upfront with everyone about my experience but when I done so I was 302 and sent to mental on many occasions even when I warned my mom that my son was going to throw something at t.v an break it she said oh you think you physic that same night my son did just what I saw in my day dream. I now keep it to myself because I loss a lot of people due to it they say I'm crazy and ask do I do drugs everyone made jokes about me yesterday I did not show emotion when my mom passed and the funeral is this week they laughed saying and I quote (oh you not crying because you can see what's not there your going to see see her I laughed it off but inside I was hurt I just want to be normal it drives me nuts sometimes not having anyone to talk to.