I'm a little lost and relatively new to the Psychic realm. Being new it can be overwhelming and a little frightening at times. I suffered deep depression for years and I tried all kinds of anti depressants, self help books, support groups. Nothing helped not even a little and honestly I was frustrated with my Doctor for not being able to help me. Then last year I went to see a Psychic and she began to tell me about a couple of previous lives I have led and some of the feelings that were associated with those lives. She also told me I had a psychic gift and a big part of the reason I was so depressed all the time was that as a child when I displayed psychic ability I was told that it was nonsense and learned at an early age to suppress it. Things would still come but I would never speak of what I had seen. Essentially I was denying a very big part of who I am.
She told me I had a lot of spirits around me, not all of them good. She offered some advice on protecting myself from dark entities and how to develop and understand my visions. After leaving her home that day it was as if I was suddenly "in-tune" to everything psychic and it all become very overwhelming. I've seen things I wasn't ready to see and have been exposed to spirits that make the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. One in particular I'm having a hard time ridding myself of.
I've read a lot of books on developing my psychic gifts but I think what I really need is a mentor. Someone who has been where I am and has some experience, someone I can turn to when no one else around me understands. Certain members of my family began to treat me differently when they found out I had a psychic gift, so I don't tell anyone anymore.
I have visions and psychic dreams. I can see and hear spirits both good and bad. I have three spirit guides who do their best to help me but I'd love to have someone on this side to help me as well. I believe in past lives and I believe in God and Angels. So if you have any advice or you think you'd like to be a mentor I would love to chat with you.