My last experience happened a few days ago. I had woke up to the sound of Footsteps in my room. Soon, I felt someone on my back, sitting on my bed, and for a few moments I laid directly across from him. He spoke inside of my mind. My room was pitch black, my blankets were white. I could see my covers raised covering his shoulder, I could see a dark figures face, a silhouette being covered with my cover, but I can't remember seeing any facial expressions. I'd read up on sleep paralysis a few years ago so while everything was happening, My thought process was that all I could do was wait until my brain woke up, I don't know if I couldn't talk, of if I just didn't try. I was trying to make sense of it all while it was happening. I went from being terribly frightened when I heard the footsteps, and felt him moving around on my bed to incredibly calm when I laid across from him, and he spoke in my mind. It sounds crazy to say these things out loud, or even to admit it to another person. I'm aware. I just want to know what I am suppose to be doing. This is only my latest experience that I've had, but it seems that my experiences are getting so real that I can't deny that it's happening. I wasn't dreaming. I kept my eyes open until everything silenced again, I spoke just to make sure I could, I looked around my room, and everything looked exactly as it did when the spirit was present. Someone was there with me.
A few years ago I seen a dead person twice just laying on my bed. Both times it was daytime, and lots of light. I've read stories where spirits just look like figures, or colors, but he looked like an older man sleeping or already dead. I just tried to block it out and act like I didn't see him. I don't know how to take any of this. I don't know how to find a spirit guide, or medium mentor, or someone one who can tell me if I should be acting on this somehow. I feel nudged to strengthen whatever this is within me, but I really don't know how. Or if I should even be focusing on it. Do I have an ability? Please, any advice you can give me will be greatly appreciated.
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