Its been a while since I posted here but I guess interesting things don't happen to me very often.
Until 2 days ago.
So for the past 5 months me and my partner have made our new apartment our own. I keep up with weekly cleaning (physical and spiritual), meditation etc.
However on Christmas day I fell down a flight of stairs and broke 2 of my toes.
I saw a doctor and am now in a boot and was advised not to walk unless I had too
The pain and inability to move has really cut into my routine cleansing and cleaning. Because my partner works a grueling warehouse job he doesn't have the energy to clean and cook.
The apartment, for lack of a better term, has become neglected; despite our efforts to keep up.
I didn't think anything too bad would happen if I took a break to spend time resting and healing.
But 2 days ago I woke from a dream of an invisible entity chasing and attacking me.
It wasn't like any dream I've had, I woke up in a cold sweat and couldn't get it off my mind.
That morning I had a doctors appointment so with my moms help I went.
When I got home the house felt worse then ever. I chose to ignore it because everything was in it's place and our 2 cats and 2 dogs where up and about like normal.
I went and took a nap for 3 hours and when I woke up I noticed the kitten my partner got me for Christmas was missing.
She always was following me so I began looking for her.
Until I found her dead under our dresser.
I have no explanation for this, no obvious injuries, no distress cries (I'm a light sleeper and my door was open), no vomit or other fluids, and all toxic substances where locked away.
She was only 6-7 months old and had a clean bill of health when we adopted her only 2 and half weeks ago.
I was mortified, she had been fine when I got home and my partner later said before he left for work she was just playing with our dog like always.
We put her to rest at the creek I played at when I was a kid.
We buried her with a blanket, her favorite toys, and laid roses on her.
Me and my partner where devastated and still are.
We have no idea what happened.
Since that day the dream has played over and over like an omen.
I've also begun having random aches and pains.
Is it possible that because of the lack of cleansing and protection work an evil spirit has begun to inhabit my home?
How do I deal with this?
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I'm just going to give you the answers that I am receiving...
Be proud of the efforts that you have made to heal your relationship.
You have gifts that people like your partner need because that sustains them and of course they do not want to let go. Getting energy shouldn't come from someone else - that's not the true Source.
You will experience messages that are "calls to action" to make a change. Do not be afraid that you will never love again. Think of all the people in this world that said the same thing and stayed in a situation that was not healthy for them, is that the story that you want for yourself?
Think of this situation as like a leak in the roof. You can try to plug it up with all these protection remedies, but honestly if you can't fix the roof then it's time to find a safe and healthy home.
I know you are devoted and loyal. Please know that you are young and you will survive. See what you want for yourself in the future and go for it! You can do it. ❤