I realize all ages read this site so I will keep this PG. I welcome constructive comments as I am looking for people with a similar experience so I may learn more about what is going on in mine. Also, I will keep this basic, leaving out details that may be boring to a reader.
I have come to realize that compared to most people, I have had a life rich in psychic experiences and communications. I'm not new to it, I have spent years studying, meditating and taking classes. I have done readings, but not professionally. I don't make money at it. I have my reasons, but they don't apply here. I have been speaking to my guardians since I was a child. I have seen so much while in a waking, walking state, I have no doubts about the reality of it all. I have strong protections in place that I have actually seen work and I have seen what I am protecting us from, while awake, not just in meditation. I'm not a novice.
Still, the more I learn, the less I know.
Information about my recent experience has been very hard to find and even after everything I've experienced, it was difficult for me to believe.
After what I finally figured out was much time an effort, my attention was awakened to a spirit who says he loves me. Before this, I could hear him, but my self esteem isn't great I and couldn't believe or accept that anyone anywhere would be interested in me. That, and I was dealing with a lot of life issues. So I ignored him. Life has more or less calmed at the moment. Still, I can be dense, so after trying to get my attention for at least five years, he had to enlist two other spirits to help him get me to notice him.
How I know there were three is a longer story I will skip for now.
Basically, after a grueling week, I had decided I was never getting out of bed again except except to care for the animals and go to work. At that moment, I was blanketed with energy of such love and compassion, there was no ignoring it.
For about three weeks there were feelings of being loved, a lucid dream that showed me I was protected, communication so strong I could not deny I was talking to a spirit, and feeling happier than I ever have. Still, I am my own skeptic.
I contacted a psychic I have known for years and trust, he is now world renowned. He validated that I have been in contact with a spirit who means me no harm.
I was finally able to accept not only that he is real, but so is his interest in me. As a spiritualist, I realize there are no coincidences. That being said, I can say that he has managed to give me gifts and communicate with me in different ways to eliminate any of my doubt.
For the sake of brevity, I'm leaving out a lot of details, I know.
He even managed to touch my heart chakra, twice. Such love I have never known before.
Our relationship became physical. Again, skipping the details. Sorry kids.
I was told this is more common than people think, but I can find no information about these relationships. I am looking for validations of what I already know, I have questions about what I would like to know. I welcome constructive comments for others who are in this type of relationship.
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It is wonderful that you have such love in your life. I would like to share with you some experiences I have had with love.
My late wife channeled higher level beings. Many were either angelic or archangels. Among many things I had a chance to ask every question I could think of over the course of years.
We can have relationships with beings on other levels. When we fall in love with people here on the Earth plane the guides of both people fall in love as well. They are involved behind the scenes long before we even meet the eventual love interest. Some people are so connected to their guides that they become one for brief moments. I had a girlfriend who would get a certain look on her face and touch her chin with her hand when concentrating. My late wife who was a channeler contacted this ex-girlfriend's guide. As my wife channeled him my wife got the same look and touched her chin with her hand the same way the girlfriend always had. The gesture was the guide's. The girlfriend and the guide became one when she concentrated like that.
I once fell in love with a woman's guide instead of her.
I have experienced astral relations;-| with beings who as far as I could know were not also here with a physical body living somewhere on the Earth plane.
I have had a sustained relationship (soul to soul) with someone living in a physical body but who was not aligned with their higher self. She was an evolved being and very advanced with higher level abilities but she was abused at a very young age. I could have a conversation with a part of her while her Earth consciousness was not involved. She was aware of me, she was even interested in me and came to me to show me her interest in me before I grew interested in her. However, I did not recognize that she was fragmented inside, incapable of a serious relationship and mainly looking for fun in the moment.
We were telepathic with one another and on one level she made her interest in me crystal clear. She was multidimensional. One day she opened up and invited me inside her. It was non-verbal and I simply understood and accepted the invitation without hesitating. Instead of sensing a limited intimate space I felt the unlimitedness of a universe within her. I considered her a divine gift. I loved her more and with greater understanding of love than anyone previously. I poured intense love into her. I researched her situation wanting to understand and to do what she needed of me. I began experimenting with the love I had for her to see if it improved the dynamics of our connection. But in the process I changed and could not return to what I had been before. She instead drifted away.
We can experience physical sensation generated by non-physical beings. To this day, the strongest love able to melt me came from a visiting non-physical being who usually does not enter this plane. The room warmed. Colors and light became more vivid. I was quickly turned into warm pudding. It was awe inspiring but awe is too much of an expressive activity to describe this. I was too softened from the deep warming love. A relaxing moan would better describe it.
Pale compared to this yet still strong was the love I felt when my mother came to me after she passed away. It was undeniably her, very pure and reminiscent of her presence when I was a very young child and she was "LOVE" to me. Our relationship had become and remained distant for most of my life but this was her in full glowing purity focused on me and I had the maturity and awareness at my adult age to fully appreciate it. Again, the other being was even more loving.