I'm currently 18 and since I was young I've had dreams that would come true, sometimes the next day or maybe a few weeks later. But nothing important. Mostly just like a argument and other small stuff like that. My parents tell me I have a (old soul) they call it, cause when I was really young I "knew things I couldn't know". For some reason I never feel alone but it feels like its me, cause there's like a connection. Till a few months ago I would always feel someone just over my shoulder watching.
The night after I stop feeling someone behind me a had a dream I never had anything like before. It starts with me stumbling over rubble. I'm feeling weak and tired and I stare at the sky and its crimson red. Then I fall over and I'm dead and when my soul leaves my body there's two souls both are me. That's when I wake up.
Since then I've felt strange almost like I'm fighting inside. I'm freaking out a little, cause from time to time my right arm will tense up so much I can't move it and will have a extreme flash urge to crush or hit something or feel like somethings trying to push its way out of my upper back but only for a second or two.
Other things are strange like I'll move my arm but it won't move or my shadow will do something I'm not physically doing. And at other times I'll feel numb like I'm being pulled out of myself. I also feel like I always need to stretch. I just find it weird.
I have know idea what's going on. They only reason I even mention the dream is, cause its always running through my mind and I hear someone say "choice" and I feel like I'm waiting but I don't know what for.
I first thought I might be possessed or something but it doesn't feel like I think it should. It feels like me or a part of me.
P.s. I'm a gemini "the twins" if that helps at all.
Any insight is appreciated. Thank you.