Ever since I was a child, I have been able to sense ghosts, their emotions, and sometimes their memories. I usually get along with ghosts though; I feel respect for them, for they are beings too. They have emotions just like the rest of us. They can perceive the world and have their own motives and ideas. At least, that is what I feel when I am around them. They are not only humans, there are animals as well. Every living creature has a spirit that will return to the spiritual world when has moved on from this physical form. My former cat Leon still roams my house. I see him at dinner, following his former habits of sitting beside me begging with those baby blue eyes.
Not only am I able to sense spiritual beings, but I can also perceive things with a cloud like appearance about them, usually of light or of dark. I do not know how many others out there can do the same, but I feel it helps show who or what is good or not. At least, in my experiences, it appears to be so. I say who or what because it is not only people. It applies to everything. For example, I see ouiji boards as dark, but then nature and animals are white. These clouds sometimes come with a glowing color behind them. After doing some reading, I want to call them auras, but I cannot seem to apply that word to them. It feels like the incorrect title for these particular colors and clouds.
Beyond my perception of the visual world, I sometimes get swamped by feelings that I cannot control. I'm not sure what causes this. I usually avoid large groups of people for the sake of my sanity. When I am alone, I feel at peace. But large crowds cause me to go into overdrive it seems. I had a friend over, and he was laughing it up and acting like he was, but I could just feel off of him that something was wrong. He looked normal, he seemed fine from what I could see, but my emotions around him were not right. The mood did not make the perception. I asked him, and sure enough, he was not okay, he was having home issues.
Another thing has been happening. I am not sure what to categorize this under, but when people talk about something and mess up, I still get what they were talking about. It is like I don't really have to listen to them to hear what they are saying. I get like a mental statement in my head. I never really thought anything of it, until the other day when someone pointed it out to me. But I have been doing this all my life. I also can usually get what people did in pictures of crafts or on blogs without trying too hard. I could sense how this sock zebra was made without reading the directions; it was like the directions just came to me in my head from the picture. I do not how this happened. I know it sounds insane, but that is literally what happened.
I do not how these things occur; I never really have to work on them or anything. If anybody has any idea on how improve this or explain them, I would be grateful. Leave a comment below with your advice. Thank you for spending the time to read through this.